are we ready to begin working out some of the details?â
The discussion took nearly an hour, and the experimental design arrived at was essentially the one that was actually used later that year. Several important problems still remained, however, notably the question of masking the motherâs thoughts while Dan tried to touch those of the fetus. From past experience we knew that a deep, sedative-induced sleep would probably do the trick, but Jordan was understandably opposed to giving large dosages of such drugs to pregnant women. The question of whether or not Dan could recognize humanness in a fetal mind at all also remained unanswered.
During the drive back to San Francisco, I asked Dan if Halladay could be trusted.
âI think so,â he said. âI didnât see any evidence of duplicity when I touched her. And she was genuinely upset to find the Family Alliance people lying in wait for us.â
âWhat about them? Do you think theyâll make trouble?â
âHow could they? Denouncing the experiment before it even takes place would make them look sillyâespecially since a check with Halladay will show them that the design still has some pretty basic problems. Saying this far in advance that they reject the results will leave them wide open to a charge that theyâre afraid of the truth.â
Something in his voice caught my attention. âYou sound less optimistic than you did yesterday,â I said. âYou thinking of calling it off?â
He was silent a long moment. âNo, not really. Itâs just that the whole thing is getting more complicated than Iâd envisioned it.â
I shrugged. âTrueâbut donât forget that itâs your experiment. If you donât want to do things Jordanâs way, all you have to do is say so.â
âI know. But heâs unfortunately got a good point: that if we donât at least take a stab at doing things rigorously, all weâre going to do is throw more gasoline at the emotional bonfire.â He paused. âTell me, do you have any relatives or close friends who are pregnant?â
I blinked at the abrupt change of subject. âYesâfour to nine, depending on how close a friend you need.â
âLet me have a fast rundown, will you?â
I drove one-handed for a while as I gave him a brief personality sketch of each of the nine women. Afterward he sat silently for several minutes, digesting it all. âWhat do you think Kathy would say if I asked to be present at her delivery?â he said at last.
âI donât know,â I said. âBut I know the right person to ask.â
We called Kathy as soon as we got back to Danâs office. Though clearly surprised by the request, she agreed to act as Danâs guinea pig, provided her husband didnât object. I got the most recent estimate of her due dateâanother monthâand extracted a promise of secrecy before hanging up. âYou going to tell Jordan and Halladay about this?â I asked Dan.
He shook his head. âNo, I donât think so. A slip of the tongue could have the entire Fresno chapter of the Family Alliance descending on Kathyâs birthing room, and I have no intention of putting the Ausberrys through that.â
âBesides which, if you find you canât even read the mind of a baby thatâs only hours from birth, you donât want anyone to know?â I hazarded.
His slightly pained smile was my only answer.
But the Family Alliance was subtler than weâd expected, and neither of us was prepared for the page-twenty story in the Chronicle the next morning.
âI donât believe this,â I fumed, stomping around Danâs office with a copy of the paper gripped tightly in my hand. âHow can they print something like this without at least contacting you first?â
ââThe Lifeline Experiment,ââ Dan quoted, reading at his desk.
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