hurtling to the moon
. . let me look at you (I
said, weeping)
Let’s take a ride around, to see what the town looks like .
Indifferent, the indifference of certain death
or incident upon certain death
propounds a riddle (in the Joyceian mode—
or otherwise,
it is indifferent which)
A marriage riddle:
So much talk of the language—when there are no
ears.
. . . . . . . .
What is there to say? save that
beauty is unheeded . tho’ for sale and
bought glibly enough
But it is true, they fear
it more than death, beauty is feared
more than death, more than they fear death
Beautiful thing
—and marry only to destroy, in private, in
their privacy only to destroy, to hide
(in marriage)
that they may destroy and not be perceived
in it—the destroying
Death will be too late to bring us aid .
What end but love, that stares death in the eye?
A city, a marriage — that stares death
in the eye
The riddle of a man and a woman
For what is there but love, that stares death
in the eye, love, begetting marriage —
not infamy, not death
tho’ love seem to beget
only death in the old plays, only death, it is
as tho’ they wished death rather than to face
infamy, the infamy of old cities .
. . . a world of corrupt cities,
nothing else, that death stares in the eye,
lacking love: no palaces, no secluded gardens,
no water among the stones; the stone rails
of the balustrades, scooped out, running with
clear water, no peace .
The waters
are dry. It is summer, it is . ended
Sing me a song to make death tolerable, a song
of a man and a woman: the riddle of a man
and a woman.
What language could allay our thirsts,
what winds lift us, what floods bear us
past defeats
but song but deathless song?
The rock
married to the river
makes
no sound
And the river
passes—but I remain
clamant
calling out ceaselessly
to the birds
and clouds
(listening)
Who am I?
—the voice!
—the voice rises, neglected
(with its new) the unfaltering
language. Is there no release?
Give it up. Quit it. Stop writing.
“Saintlike” you will never
separate that stain of sense,
an offense
to love, the mind’s worm eating
out the core, unappeased
—never separate that stain
of sense from the inert mass. Never.
Never that radiance
quartered apart,
unapproached by symbols .
Doctor, do you believe in
“the people,” the Democracy? Do
you still believe — in this
swill-hole of corrupt cities?
Do you, Doctor? Now?
Give up
the poem. Give up the shilly-
shally of art.
What can you, what
can YOU hope to conclude —
on a heap of dirty linen?
— you
a poet (ridded) from Paradise?
Is it a dirty book? I’ll bet
it’s a dirty book, she said.
Death lies in wait,
a kindly brother —
full of the missing words,
the words that never get said—
a kindly brother to the poor.
The radiant gist that
resists the final crystallization
. in the pitch-blend
the radiant gist .
There was an earlier day, of prismatic colors : whence to New Barbadoes came the Englishman .
Thus it began .
Certainly there is no mystery to the fact
that C OSTS S PIRAL A CCORDING TO A R EBUS —known
or unknown, plotted or automatic. The fact
of poverty is not a matter of argument. Language
is not a vague province. There is a poetry
of the movements of cost, known or unknown .
The cost. The cost
and dazzled half sleepy eyes
Beautiful thing
of some trusting animal
makes a temple
of its place of savage slaughter
. . . . . .
Try another book. Break through
the dry air of the place
An insane god
—nights in a brothel .
And if I had .
What then?
—made brothels my home?
(Toulouse
T. Jefferson Parker
Cole Pain
Elsa Jade
Leah Clifford
Rosemary Kirstein
Susie Bright, Rachel Kramer Bussel
Skyla Madi
Joyce Lavene, Jim Lavene
Christin Lovell
Favel Parrett