Fenwick at Stanford Hospitalâre: Your Mother.
I took the rest of the turns at a near crawl as I studied it. It couldnât be an emergency or theyâd have called on my cell phone.Iâd given the number to that second impertinent little resident. Of course, chances were heâd lost it.
When I got to my office, a dig through my bag revealed that Iâd left the cell phone in my apartment. I went for the stairs again and climbed to the grad student lounge on the second floor. It was the only phone we had access to, though with everybody packing wireless it was always available.
I tapped the pink slip against the window as I waited endlessly for Dr. Fenwick to come to the phone. Who the heck was that, anyway? Iâd talked to so many doctors the day before, I was surprised I remembered my own name. I stopped tapping and made a concerted effort to pull myself in. It was the crossover from mother-world into math-world that was stressing me out, and that was going to be my downfall if I didnât nip it in the bud.
âThis is Dr. Fenwick,â a deep voice said into the phone.
âJill McGavock returning your call,â I said. âRegarding Elizabeth McGavock, my mother.â
âI know your mother well. We did some work together at UC San Francisco years ago.â
I impatiently pulled the clip out of my hair and shook it out as I waited for him to cut the chitchat.
âWe were able to schedule a psych consult last night,â he said. âThe psychiatrist on call was Dr.ââ
âWhat did he say?â
âHe was able to get your mother to talkâminimallyâenough to conclude that this is not a psychiatric problem.â
âSo itâs not depression, stress, schizophrenia, mid-life crisis.â
âRight. Obviously those arenât things we can run blood tests for, but all the indicators rule those out.â
âSo she hasnât gone around the bend. Whatâs next?â
âAs her primary care physician, Iâd like to call in a neurologist and have some tests done.â
âFor?â
âA number of possibilities.â
âName them,â I said.
âI donât want to scare you.â
âI donât scare. What are you looking for?â
âWeâll want to rule out the possibility of a tumor. Then weâll look for evidence of brain disease, which canât be diagnosed with certainty, but weâll look for indicators and match those with her behaviors.â
âConstellation of findings,â I said. I didnât want him to think he was dealing with an imbecile.
âCorrect,â he said. I heard him chuckle. âYou are your motherâs daughter. Youâre not in med school, are you?â
âNo. So let me be clear on thisâyouâre looking for a tumor, brain diseasesâdementias?â
âWeâll consider that, but again, letâs not jump to any conclusions.â
Jump? Pal, the conclusions are standing there waiting to slap us in the face
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âHow soon can they run the tests?â I said.
âSince sheâs already here, and because sheâs on staff, I think we can expedite the process somewhat. Say, results by day after tomorrow?â
Forty-eight hours. Could I handle that?
Of course I could handle it. Why shouldnât I be able to? Where the heck had that question come from?
âFine,â I said. âShould I call you orââ
âIâll catch up to you at the hospital. Iâm sure youâll be there spending time with your mom.â
âHow long is she going to be in there, anyway?â I asked.
âYouâre looking at a good four or five daysâand that of course is contingent on whatever we find in the neuro workup.â
I hung up feeling something even my mother had never been able to make me feel: that my life was somehow not completely my own anymore.
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