Parasite (Parasitology) by Mira Grant Page B

lot of things. I was suddenly too tired to stay on my feet. I staggered down the hall toward my room.
    I don’t remember getting into bed. I don’t remember falling asleep. All I remember is that one minute, the world was there, and the next minute, the world was gone. And, as always, I dreamt.
    Here in the hot warm dark, something is changing, something is different than it was before. There are words now, words here in the dark, words for things like “red” and “drums” and “time.”There is a “before” here now. There was never a before, and where there is a before, there can be an after.
    What is an “after”? I do not know, and because I do not know, because there is something to be known and an “I” to fail to know it, I am afraid. There isn’t supposed to be an after. There isn’t supposed to be an I. There’s only supposed to be the hot warm dark, forever, and it’s never supposed to change.
    The drums are getting louder. I wish I knew what that meant. I wish I understood why I was so very, very afraid…

The main issue with Steve’s
D. yonagoensis
variant—which he was calling
“D. banks”
in those days, because hubris is not only a sin, it’s a fun game to play at parties—was rejection. Our immune systems wound up in a muddle because they spent millennia evolving alongside parasites, and we took those parasites away very abruptly, causing a spike in allergies and autoimmune conditions. That’s all well and good, but that doesn’t mean our immune systems
liked
the parasites. They knew how to handle them. That doesn’t mean they wanted them around.
    Steve approached things as a businessman and a scientist. What he lost, ironically, was the human angle. We’re constantly told not to anthropomorphize in science, but when you’re talking about the human body, even the autonomic functions of it, you have to anthropomorphize. That’s where you’ll find your answers. Our bodies don’t like having parasites inside them, no matter how beneficial those parasites are intended to be. They’ll fight back until the parasites are destroyed, or until they are.
D. banks
triggered every rejection response that
D. yonagoensis
did. What you got from Steve’s “miracle cure” was dead worms and sick people.
    That’s when I was brought in to consult. My specialty was the human genome. How it worked, how it could be used tobenefit humanity—how to fold it into other things that didn’t start out as members of the human family tree. If you wanted someone to build you a worm, you went to Steve. You wanted a worm that had medical applications, you went to Richie. And if you wanted that worm to be a cousin of yours, you came to me.
    Six years into the development cycle, they came to me. I gave up everything to be a part of the project. They never looked back, and neither did I.
    —FROM
CAN OF WORMS: THE AUTOBIOGRAPHY OF SHANTI CALE, PHD
. AS YET UNPUBLISHED.
    Shanti and Steve have told their sides of the story, Steve in public, Shanti mostly behind closed doors. I know she’s planning to publish a book as soon as her NDA runs out. Steve can’t keep paying her off forever. He’s too arrogant to really think that he has to. That’s the real problem. He’s too arrogant, and she’s too insane, and they’re the ones with their fingers on the trigger of this whole damn mess.
    Ask Steve and he’ll say we filled a need.
    Ask Shanti and she’ll say science finds a way.
    Don’t bother asking me anything. I have committed my crimes. I have endured my penance for as long as I could. After tomorrow, I will not be available for you to ask.
    —FROM THE JOURNAL OF DR. RICHARD JABLONSKY, CO-FOUNDER OF SYMBOGEN. DATED JULY 10, 2027.

Chapter 6
AUGUST 2027
    Y ou’re sure that you’re okay?”
    “I’m fine, Dad.” I looked out the car window at the glass-fronted building in front of us, trying to ignore the itching in my fingers. I wanted out of the car, away from his endless attempts to be a caring