Newborn Love (BWWM) (Interracial with Baby) by Cristina Grenier Page A

her mind, Ashley could feel herself becoming sick again. She ran back to the bathroom making the toilet just in time as she released for the last time that morning. Ashley allowed the tears to flow as she remembered that she did, in fact, have sex since then but the last time she had sex was with Eric. She immediately began to pray as she kneeled in front of the toilet, pleading not to be pregnant. Ashley knew that if she was pregnant that she would then have to figure out who the father of her baby was. Now that she had Adrian back in her life, she was now faced with the possibility of losing him again because she knew that he would never forgive her for this.
     
    When Carrie arrived to Ashley’s with the pregnancy test, she decided that she needed to tell Carrie the whole story. After the turn of events that took place with her and Adrian, Ashley did confide in Carrie but she decided to leave out the part about letting Eric come over that night and having sex with him. She had been embarrassed to share that side of herself with her younger sister, although they both had shared intimate, private details about their lives and relationships before. Still, Ashley knew how much Carrie liked Adrian and was rooting for them to get back together after all of that confusion. Also, Carrie would not have been happy about Ashley becoming involved with Eric again anyway; she had never met Eric before but Carrie was not impressed with what she had heard about him.
    After following the instructions of her first pregnancy test, Ashley sat down with Carrie on the love seat in her bedroom and opened up to her sister about what happened with Eric the last time she saw him. The more Ashley spoke the more animated Carrie’s facial expressions became as she let everything out, revealing for the first time to anyone about having sex with Eric. Ashley felt relieved to get everything off her chest about that night, but she was a wreck waiting to not only hear what Carrie’s reaction would be but also to find out the test results.
    “Well, aren’t you going to say something?” Ashley asked Carrie as she prepared herself for what she knew would be disappointment and disapproval from her sister.
    “Wow…I do have to say I am surprised, Sis. But the thing about it is that we’re all human. I have been hurt before and as a result I have acted out and done things that I should not have down. I can’t even imagine how you felt after all of that drama, so I can’t judge you and say what you should have or should not have done. I am glad you chose me to be the one to open up to about this though. And if you are pregnant, you need to definitely come clean to both of them because everyone involved needs to know the truth,” Carrie said as she held her sister’s hand.
    For sure, I know that’s the best thing. And thank you for not making me feel like the slut I know that I was in that instance. I was surprised at myself for responding to that situation like I did but I guess I just didn’t want to be alone. All my mind kept going to was leaving Adrian there at that house with that bitch and how I did not want to be alone. Then Eric shows up and…you know.”
    “But the most important thing now, Sis, is that you know what you did was a mistake, you let Eric know that it wouldn’t happen again, and now that part of it all is closed. We just now need to deal with moving forward. Let’s see if you’re about to be a mommy.”
    Ashley hesitated for a moment but then realized she was ready to get this over with. She rushed into the bathroom to get the test while Carrie remained seated on the love seat waiting for Ashley to reveal the results.
    “Do you know how to read it?” Carrie shouted out to Ashley.
    “Yea, I do. Let me let you confirm it though,” Ashley said as she walked back toward Carrie handing the test over to her sister.
    Carrie looked down at the test, and then looked back up to her sister. Her eyes began to water as she noticed