car. I strapped LJ in his car seat and took off. I was sick to my stomach on the drive home. How was I going to tell Pat? Sheâd been like a sister to me. But there was no way in hell I could keep something like this from her.
The phone was ringing off the hook as I made my way through the door. I tried to put LJ down before I answered it, but couldnât get to it in time. Whoever it was called right back, though. When I answered, it was Chad.
âNokea?â I remained silent. âListen, Iâm sorry about tonight, but I just couldnât help myself. Youâre really looking good these days and I was just hopingââ
âChad, if you ever, and I mean ever, put your hands on me again, Iâll tell Pat everything.â I hung up. The phone rang again. âHello,â I yelled.
âYou wonât tell because you want me just as much as I wantââ
I hung up again and rubbed my temples. This was too much, and I knew it meant nothing but trouble. When the phone rang again I snatched it up and gave it to Chad.
âListen!â I screamed. âYou sorry motherfucker! Stop calling here!â
âDamn, what in the hell did I do?â It was Jaylin. I was relieved, but still upset. I couldnât help but cry. âNokea? Are you okay?â he asked. âWhereâs LJ?â
âIâm fine.â I sniffled and tried to get myself together.
âWell, you donât sound fine. Iâm on my way.â
âPlease, donât. I said everything is fine.â
He hung up.
I took the phone off the hook because I didnât want Chad calling back. I gave LJ a bath, sang him a lullaby, and he was out like a light.
When Jaylin knocked at the door, I was getting ready to take my bath. I slid into my robe and house shoes, and went to the door.
âYou really didnât have to come,â I said. âI told you everything was fine.â
âI came by to make sure everything was cool with my son, thatâs all. So, where is he?â
âI just put him to bed, Jaylin. You can go check on him if youâd like, but please donât wake him.â
Jaylin went into LJâs room and I went back into mine. Moments later, he came in with LJ on his shoulder.
âWhat did I tell you, Jaylin? You just donât listen, do you?â
He sat down on the sofa. âNo, I donât listen, especially when it comes to my son. If he wakes up, Iâll take him home with me.â
âDo whatever. I donât even care anymore.â
âI know you too well, Nokea, whatâs ailing you?â
âEverything.â
âEverything like what?â
âEverything like you, the baby, my job, Pat.â
âOkay, so what about me?â
âYou just seem like a different person, thatâs all. I really thought you would have worked things out with me but you seem to be moving in another direction.â I continued to express my concerns about us being together, but Jaylin ignored me. He wouldnât even look at me, just kept kissing LJâs cheeks. âJaylin, did you hear what I said?â
âI heard you. But, I told you what was up with us. I need more time. Still hurting from what you did. Give me time to heal, all right?â
âHow much time do you need? Iâm feeling really lonely these days. The only thing I do is work and come home to be with LJ. On the weekends I at least had Pat to chill with, but Iâm not sure how much longer thatâs going to last.â
âWhy? Did yâall fall out or something?â
âNo, nothing like that, but Chad made a pass at me today and it upset me. When you called, I thought you were him. I donât know what to do, and if I tell Pat, Iâm not sure how sheâs going to react.â
âI knew that motherfucker was up to no good. You always bragging on how heâs such a good man, but I knew something wasnât right. Honestly, though,
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