long
afternoon. I only got slightly better, my hands feeling a little above
lukewarm. Nevertheless, Cee Cee was elated that I was getting better, but she
could tell something was troubling me at the same time. I refrained from
mentioning my confrontation with her niece, Ruby. Instead, I did my best to
pretend like everything was just fine.
When I crawled into bed that
night, I checked my phone and realized I had a missed call from Lucas. Then I
remembered it was from the day before, and I felt bad that I had forgotten to
call him back. I dialed his number. He answered the phone, sounding
frustrated.
“Everything okay?” I
asked.
“No! Jonathan is still
picking me up! I’m about to follow Miss Clo’s advice and give him a good
swat.” I laughed and he softened a bit.
“Sorry I forgot to call
you back.”
“Not a problem. So, how
are things in the Big Easy?”
“Not very easy. Looks
like I have a lot of work ahead of me.”
“Well, maybe if you’re
going to be there a while, I can come by and visit … to bring Lyla for a visit,
that is,” he said awkwardly.
“Sure. Y’all come. I
know she said she wanted to.”
“Okay. How ‘bout tomorrow?”
“Tomorrow? Really?”
He must have picked up on
the unease in my tone because he said, “If it’s a bad time …”
“No, it’s not that.” Truthfully,
it was as good a time as any. I didn’t see my training getting easier anytime
soon. Best to come now and get it out of the way. And I honestly did miss
them. “I just was going to say that space at Cee Cee’s is a little cramped.”
“Oh, we probably wouldn’t
spend the night, but if I got too tired, I could just find a motel.”
“No, that’s fine. Y’all
come.” I smiled, genuinely happy about seeing them.
“Okay. We’ll head out
early. I’ll call when we get into town.”
“Sounds good.”
“Well, I gotta go put
Jonathan to bed. He’s been having nightmares again.”
“Oh. Are they bad?”
Lucas was silent for a
moment. “He keeps dreaming that …” He dropped his voice down to a whisper. “…
that I’m going to die.”
I froze, remembering how
Jon had nightmares last summer about Savoy, The Dark Man, as he called him. Those
dreams came true, for the most part. “Luke, I’m …” I didn’t know what to say.
“He’s probably just upset that you’ve been working a lot lately.” I hoped my
tone was light enough for him to believe me.
“Yeah. You’re probably
right.” But I could already tell he didn’t believe me.
It was a beautiful day
for the middle of winter. The sun shone, and Lucas visiting with the kids
turned out to be just what I needed. Never having been to New Orleans, I
thought Lyla and Jon would have wanted to see and do everything. As it turned
out, they just wanted to see the Aquarium. Lucas and I both laughed at the
baby-shark-petting station when Jon squealed with delight and then asked his
dad how come Jaws looked so much bigger.
“I can’t believe you let
him watch that movie,” I said to Lucas.
He eyed me and said, “I
watched that when I was like five. He’s almost seven.”
I shrugged. “Fair
enough.”
We continued through the
exhibits and paused to let the kids watch the sting rays. Truthfully, I really
wanted to watch them, too. I always found them to be, by far, the coolest
ocean animals. I wasn’t enjoying them as much as I usually do, though. There
was an awkward silence, and I found myself wanting to ask Lucas about his date
with Carrie. I stole a glance at him. He was smiling at the kids as the blue
light from the water reflection danced lazily across his face and torso. I
decided to dance around the issue a little.
He caught my eye for a
moment, put his hand on mine and smiled at me before looking back at the kids. I
found myself wanting to nudge in closer to him, to have him put his arm around
me, but I still wasn’t
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