something?â The desire for salacious detail was sharp on Carolineâs face. She wanted bizarre rituals, orgies, anything to take back to the others and further fan the gossip, and for a moment Caitlin was tempted to satisfy her, because she had never particularly liked Caroline.
âI donât know what the Hare Krishnas are like.â She resisted any inclination to lie.
âWell, what do you do? What do you believe in?â Caroline took a cigarette from her bag and lit it, blowing the smoke out in a thin stream as she grinned.
âCome and see for yourself.â Caitlin smiled. âEveryoneâs welcome.â
Caroline laughed. âNot likely.â
âWhy?â And Caitlinâs gaze was direct. âThereâs nothing to be afraid of.â
âItâs not fear.â Caroline took another long drag on her cigarette. âI just couldnât think of anything worse than obeying some tripped-out guru. I mean, they fucking brainwash you.â
They were outside Liam and Sharnâs flat. Caitlin saw the front door was open. Liam always left it like this, oblivious to any possibility of being robbed, just propping it open so that the air could flow into what would otherwise have been a stifling four rooms.
She glanced across at Caroline, and told her that she had to get home, that it had been good seeing her again.
Caroline just looked at her.
âYou know,â she eventually said, and then paused.
âWhat?â
And Caroline exhaled another thin stream of smoke. âHe tried to chat me up.â
âWho?â
âThat guy. The one on the bus.â
It was a moment before Caitlin realised she was referring to Fraser, and she was dismayed to feel herself blushing.
âEven gave me his crazy book. Fuck, he was a nutcase.â
Caitlin said nothing.
âBut not bad looking,â and Caroline turned, raising a hand in farewell as she did so. âSee you round, I guess.â
Caitlin did not move. Leaning against the letterbox, she watched Caroline walk up the street, surprised at the momentary disturbance she had felt. It didnât matter, she told herself. It didnât matter in the slightest, and she called out to Liam as she walked in through the front door, glad at the prospect of seeing him again.
But it was Sharn who answered, Sharn who was there on her rostered day off, and Caitlin stopped at the entrance to the lounge room. She could see the shock on her motherâs face and she knew that her own expression was not dissimilar.
âCaitlin.â
They looked at each other, and neither of them knew what to say.
âHow are you?â It was Sharn who spoke first.
âIâm okay,â and Caitlin could hear the nervousness in her voice. Unable to either retreat or step forward, she just stood, perfectly still.
Standing up from the couch, Sharn asked Caitlin if she wanted anything to eat, anything to drink, and then she stopped herself. âYou know where everything is,â andshe waved her hand in the direction of the kitchen.
âI am okay,â Caitlin told her once again, âand they do feed me.â
âSpiritual crap?â
Caitlin did not respond.
Sharn put down the book she had been reading, and Caitlin looked at the title:
How to Invest in Property.
Sharn grimaced. âMichael at work lent it to me. Says heâs about to buy his third house.â
Caitlin shrugged her shoulders. âWhy would anyone want three houses?â
Sharn smiled. âOne would suit me fine.â
âWeâve got one,â Caitlin said.
Sharn did not shift her gaze. âNo, we donât,â and she reached to open the window a little further. âWeâre renters.â The breeze lifted the pages of the book, her place now lost. She picked it up and closed it.
âSo, youâre back,â and she put the book down, her words still floating in the air.
Confused, Caitlin told her that she
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