two older brothers , and I can say for sure I am not a virgin, but I have never seen one.”
It was starting to dance with my touch . He grabbed my hand.
“I am sure it’s because I never wanted to, but I think it’s weird, right ? I took anatomy in college. I saw them in books, read about their function, but have never seen or touched one…I hate that I don’t know how to fix your pain. That I truly don’t understand the whole sex addict thing.”
He let go of my hand and brush ed back my hair.
“Can you teach me?” I asked this without moving, imagining how he was contemplating how to tell me no. “I am a fast learner.” My voice was quiet and weak. “I will try not to disappoint you.”
He grabbed my hair and pulled me up to him. My head tilted in his grip so my eyes were facing his eyes.
“You could never disappoint me as long as you’re with me. I don’t want you saying or thinking that again.” It was a fierce command. His hands softened in my hair when I nodded in understanding. He brought his lips to mine and kissed me. His tongue came out, and he licked my lips. He tasted minty and I liked it. “OK, do you want to touch it or taste it?” he asked, as he squeezed his eyes shut. He was breathing heavy just talking about it.
“Both .” I looked in his eyes. “I would like to try both, please.”
He jump ed out of the bed and was stripped naked before I finished with “please.” I laughed. I thought he would avoid me, thinking I’d do it wrong and make it hurt worse, but he was eager.
“Al l right, I am ready.” He was back on the bed, lying straight on his back.
“I have rules,” I told him , smiling. “No talking unless I am asking a question. I think it would stress me a little, like backseat driving. How about I just get acquainted with your…uh…member.” I started to straddle his body. “Do you understand my rules? If you don’t, I will stop, and you will hurt again.”
He laughed a lot . “I think you might be sadistic, with the pain talk and the biting.”
“No, I don’t enjoy giving you pain . I just feel like I need to.” I gave him a slow smile, so he knew I was playing. My body touched his, and the skin-on-skin reaction caused him to moan. I leaned over his right shoulder and bit him hard. He laughed as I pulled away. “You taste so good.” My finger traced the bite mark. “That might leave a mark.” I smiled big. Looking at the bite mark, I felt like my heart was going to explode. “It’s OK. It looks perfect on you.” I flashed a look to his eyes, and he looked strained. He wasn’t enjoying this like I was.
I moved down his body , and he leaned up on his elbows to watch me. I settled on the bed between his legs and took my eyes off of his to focus on my task. I looked at the object in front of me. My fingers traced his penis up and down and over his scrotum. It was funny to me to see how small and tiny my fingers were next to his unit. My hands gripped the base gently at first. I could barely reach my hand around it. I slid my fingers up and down a little, then came to the bottom part and gently squeezed. I looked up at him, and he threw his head back. When he returned, his eyes met mine. He was biting his lip hard. It looked uncomfortable.
I swiped the back of his shaft with my tongue, and my mouth became watery. I suddenly had so much moisture in my mouth that I was slobbering all over him. My hands began moving the saliva around, and I put the whole head in my mouth. I sucked just like my friends talked about. Up and down I sucked, enjoying the taste and feel of him. His hips started jerking at first and then in a rhythm, and I kept myself still and let him move, only concentrating on sucking.
“Aw fuck, Katarina, I am going to come.”
He said something else after that, but my heart began beating so hard I couldn’t hear anything. It was like when you run and your second wind kicks in and you feel like you can run forever, you never want to
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