giggled and took my arm as we walked towards the shore.
âI like you, Jim,â she said. âI had a dog once that was just like you, a big black Doberman. Heâd bite anybody I told him to. I didnât even have to tell him. If I didnât like them, Iâd just snap my fingers and heâd go for them. I taught him that. Papa thought he was just getting mean, the way Dobermans do. Papa didnât know. The dogâs name was King. Papa had him put away, finally. I cried all night, I was nine years old.â
âSure,â I said. âWill you cry all night if they put me away, Teddy?â
âDonât say that!â She stopped, swinging to face me. âI donât want you to take any chances. I do like you. At least youâre honest, in a brutal sort of way. You donât pretend to be something you arenât, like everybody else I know.â
Even if she was a screwball, even if she had murder on her twisted little mind, it made me feel a little guilty to have her say that to me. Anyway, that was my first reaction. And then I found myself wondering if maybe that wasnât the reaction sheâd been trying for.
It occurred to me suddenly that Iâd been overlooking something: Iâd been overlooking the fact that Jeanâs room had been wired for sound. Sheâd reported to that effect, and an agent of her experience wouldnât make a mistake about it. I had to assume, therefore, that some tapes had been recorded last night. I had to assume that the person I was trying to locateâthe contactâhad already played those tapes, carefully studying the dialogue that had passed between Jean and me before she died. Iâd been putting on an act of sorts, if you recallâso had Jeanâ but anybody listening to our recorded conversation would certainly know I wasnât a gangster named Petroni.
Yet the two people who had made contact with me so far had acted on the assumption that I really was Lash Petroni, a ruthless, unscrupulous, but possibly useful individual: a killer for hire. Or had they? It was, after all, a coincidence that two people should have hit on the idea of hiring me for the same job. Perhaps at least one of them knew perfectly well that the man heâor sheâwas ostensibly trying to bribe to commit murder was really a government agent. Perhaps it was a clever cover-up as well as a delicious joke and a way of keeping an eye on my activities...
I glanced at the kid standing in front of me with the sun bright on her cap of pale hair. Her words ran through my head again: You donât pretend to be anything you arenât. She could be perfectly sincere in her cockeyed way, but I couldnât overlook the possibility that she was throwing me a mocking hint, taunting me with her secret knowledge that, as a one-man Murder, Inc., I was the worldâs biggest fake.
I said, âEverybody pretends something, small fry. How are you at pretending?â
Her blue eyes got narrow, as if Iâd accused her of something. Well, maybe I had. âAre you busy tonight?â I asked easily.
She relaxed. âWell, yes. I have a date.â
âBreak it. Wait a minute. Whoâs the guy?â
âWho would it be?â she asked with a grimace. âHow many people do I really know in this forsaken town? He kept pestering me and what else was there to do except sit in that lousy motel room and think?â
âOrcutt?â I said. âWell, can you get him to take you to a cocktail party being given this evening by some people named Sandeman? I gather theyâre relatives of Mrs. Rosten, which means theyâre relatives of Orcutt, so he should be able to swing it.â
She said, âWell, I can try, butââ
âWhen you get there,â I said, âditch the Thunderbird boy temporarily and make a play for Louis Rosten. Can you do that? Can you play them both, Orcutt and Rosten? Can you take Rosten
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