call from Tony Mott, asking her to come to his office. âFrom my husband,â she said. âMy dear husband.â Weldon Carey told her to skip that. âSkip the whole line,â he said. His voice was still rough. But he reached out across the table and covered one of her hands with his.
âYou got this call,â he said. âYouâre sure it was Mott?â
âI thought so,â Peggy Mott said. âIt sounded all right.â
âGo on,â Carey said. âTell me again.â
She had gone to the office, getting there perhaps five minutes before her appointment with Mott. She had gone in the back way, as she had done before, as he suggested she do. She had knocked, thought she heard him speakâshe was not certain now that she had heard anythingâand had opened the door. âI was keyed up,â she said. âI thoughtâI hopedââ
âAll right,â Carey said. âI know. Go ahead, Peg.â
âHe was lying there,â she said. âHeâdâheâd fallen forward across his desk. There wasâwas blood all over the desk.â
âHe was dead?â Carey said.
âI thought so,â the girl said. She began to shake; he could feel the movement in her hand. âI thought so.â
âYou didnât touch him?â
âOh, no! No!â
âAnd you went out. Did you run?â
âI think I walked.â
âYou didnât tell anybody? Go for help?â
âI was afraid. Oh, donât you see? Donât you see, Weldon? I was afraid.â
âYou found him, you donât know whether he was dead, you didnât call anybody. Sure I know. Itâs what Iâd have done, or anybody. But youâll be talking to cops, Peg. Donât you see? Youâll be talking to cops.â
She kept on shivering. Her wide eyes were fixed.
âIt was that way,â she said. âWhat shall I do?â
They were in a booth, in a little restaurant near Fourth Street. There were cocktails in front of both of them. He finished his in a kind of fury.
âDrink your drink,â he said. âFor Godâs sakeâdrink your drink.â
She took the glass, raised it to her lips, set it down again as if she had forgotten why she lifted it. Her eyes were fixed; she was not using them to see with. Damn those eyes, Weldon Carey thought. Damn those beautiful eyes. Oh, lady, but youâre lovely! He was furious at her, trapped by her loveliness; resentful of her loveliness. Good God, Weldon Carey thought, havenât I had enough of the big things? Canât I just have the little, easy things? The pleasant, trivial things? Do I have to beat my brains out all my life?
He was a dark, angry man. His black hair was disordered and there was a kind of fury in his black eyes. He leaned a little toward the girl; even seated, his whole body had a kind of thrusting, forward movement. Now he snapped his fingers, holding his hand up in front of her face.
âDrink your drink, I said,â he told her. âDrink your drink, Peg. Drink it!â
The girlâs eyes came back.
âWhy do you bother?â she asked him, and her voice was suddenly quiet. âItâs hard on youâwrong for you. You oughtââ
âShut up,â Weldon Carey said. âShut up, Peg.â He made her eyes meet his. âDonât be a fool, Peg,â he said. âDonât be a fool, darling,â he paused. âDarling,â he said again, very slowly, very carefully, as if it were a word which held some special magic.
âStart over,â he said then. âDrink your drink.â He waited, making her conscious that he was waiting. She lifted the glass again, and this time she drank from it. She put it down and looked at him, and now she smiled.
âItâs a mess, Weldon,â she said. âMaybe Iâm a mess. Tonyâand all.â
âQuit it,â he said.
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