Mr. Romantic: A Mister Standalone (The Mister Series Book 2) by J.A. Huss Page A

today.
    You didn’t buy it, Ivy .
    I get up and grab the bag, taking the suit out of the tissue paper it’s wrapped in, and hold it up.
    I hear a splash from outside and walk over to the window.
    Nolan is swimming. It figures. I was just thinking I’d like to go for a swim and he’s already out there.
    Wait. Why am I turning back into that timid girl I left behind in Rhode Island? Didn’t I come her to say yes to everything I’d normally decline? Didn’t I come her to say no to everything I’d normally accept?
    Then why the hell am I letting him control me?
    I slip my sundress off and rip the tags from the suit with my teeth and step into it. I wriggle the top part up to cover my breasts and adjust the starburst pattern of straps that point a path directly between my legs.
    Screw him. I’m going to let his filthy mouth control me? Unsettle me and make me run away like a child?
    No.
    But… That timid voice is insistent. But I don’t even know what I’m doing. He’s going to know and if he finds out I’m a virgin, he’ll stop. I just know it. Even though Claudette called him dangerous, I know he will stop.
    If I go out there and commit to losing my virginity to Nolan Delaney, then I can’t let him be the reason it doesn’t happen. I will be humiliated if he figures out I ’ m a virgin and refuses to participate in my little plan.
    Google.
    Yeah. That’s what the internet is for, right? I can Google it. I can look up what it’s like to lose your virginity and then get ready. Prepare myself.
    Oh, God, what if he really does want a blow job? I don’t think I could fake that. I’ve seen it done, sure. But I’ve never, like … practiced.
    I grab my phone, desperate for some advice, and type in, What does it feel like to lose your virginity?
    I scan the results, pick the second entry, which is people telling their losing it story in a forum.
    Hurts.
    Feels like your vag is stretching.
    Amazing.
    Hurts.
    Hurts.
    Hurts.
    There is only one story that says amazing, so I go with that one. If I’m going to do it, I want it to be amazing. I didn’t save myself up all these years to let my first time be a disappointment.
     
    My boyfriend has the biggest cock. I’ve seen a lot of them watching porn, so I was scared. But he was careful with me. And let me be on top. It made all the difference. I eased down at my own pace, and instead of letting him fill me, I pretended like I was covering him. I rocked my hips a little when he was inside me and that just stimulated my clit like crazy. Before I knew it, the pain was over and I was enjoying myself. I even came. I know people will say I’m lying, but he was playing with my clit the whole time. And it just felt so good.
     
    OK. I’m feeling a little better about this. Better not ruin it with any more stories. I go back to Google and type in, How to give a blow job .
    I get a how-to video from a porn star this time. I need visuals and I need a professional. She qualifies. I watch the girl wrap her lips around the guy ’ s dick, her tongue flicking in and out. And then she explains the hand movements. Her palms twist as she sucks, bobbing up and down his shaft as she licks and tries to take him deep. The guy moans, so she is definitely doing it right.
    I make a mental list. Suck the tip, lick it, pump my hand, twist them a little, take him deep, and then…
    Ewww. She lets him come in her mouth. And when she’s done, she says that’s mandatory.
    I don’t know about that. I don’t think I can. I’ve seen videos where they come on the girl’s face. In fact, most of the time they do that.
    But in a porno, the girls always lick it, which is disgusting.
    I’m not going to do either of those. I’m going to let him unload in a condom.
    That makes me laugh, which makes me brave.
    You can do this, Ivy. He’s going to make it amazing, I just know it.
    I tear the hair tie out of my ponytail and shake my long blonde hair out a little. And then I step outside.
    Nolan is