who donât work for Families First?â
Christine cringed, embarrassed at the implication. âMarcus, seriously? Thatâs uncalled for.â
Marcus looked over, his blue eyes cold. âItâs a legitimate question.â
âUnderstood,â Lucy was saying. âIâll be happy to email you some names of my colleagues not employed by us.â
âThanks.â Marcus folded his arms. âSo, what would a couple do in our position? What should we do?â
âItâs completely individual. Itâs up to you both. Iâve said that I think the risk in this case is low to baseline. I counsel couples who canât tolerate a risk level above baseline, and others do much better with risk.â Lucy paused. âFor example, I currently counsel a couple whose testing shows that their baby is anencephalic, which means that heâll certainly die. They want to continue the pregnancy.â
âWait, what?â Christine asked, confused. âWhat are you talking about?â
âThe decision to terminate the pregnancy,â Marcus answered matter-of-factly.
âWhat?â Christine asked him, incredulous. âYou mean abortion? Whoâs talking about that? I donât want an abortion.â
âItâs just a possibility. Weâre talking about possibilities.â
âItâs not a possibility,â Christine shot back, finding her bearings. âI donât want an abortion. Do you want an abortion?â
âNo, but weâre exploring it.â
âI donât want to explore it.â Christine noticed that both Lucy and Michelle had fallen abruptly silent. âIs that what this is about? You think we want an abortion?â
âNo.â Michelle shook her head, her eyebrows sloping unhappily down. âChristine, on the contrary, my point in bringing Lucy into our session is to show you that your risk of a hereditary issue with your baby is low.â
Lucy nodded. âThatâs correct. Thatâs my sole purpose in being here. I would never dream of directing you, one way or the other. Iâm non-directive by training as well as by nature. I view myself as someone who can offer you the best available information with which to make your decision. You make your own decision, as a couple.â
âDo people abort for something like this?â Christine asked, surprised.
Lucy nodded. âWe have had patients terminate for less than this, and we donât judge them. Some patients terminate pregnancies for reasons relating to the health of the child. Others terminate pregnancies of healthy babies for a variety of reasons. Itâs well within the parameters of the law, in the first trimester.â
âIâm not talking about whether itâs legal.â Christine didnât want to get into a political debate, but she couldnât hold her tongue. âI mean, I believe itâs a personal choice, but I donât want to abort this baby.â
âFine,â Marcus said abruptly.
âGood, itâs settled,â Christine said, but she felt shaken to her core. She realized that Marcus must have been thinking about their getting an abortion, but it hadnât even occurred to her.
Michelle checked her watch. âOkay, folks, I believe Dr. Davidow is free, and he wants to touch base with you both.â
âIâd like that.â Marcus jumped to his feet. He went to the door, and Christine felt the distance between them growing, with her on one side and him on the other, as if the tectonic plates beneath their feet were suddenly shifting, destabilizing their marriage.
âMe, too,â Christine said, rising on shaky knees.
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Chapter Nine
âIâm so happy to see you,â Christine said, surprised to find herself tearing up when she gave Dr. Davidow a hug as soon as sheâd entered his office.
âIâm happy to see you, too, Christine.â Dr. Davidow
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