hurt his feelings, she was just
irked. But she saw Mary and Emma looking at her in shocked
surprise, and realized she'd gone too far. "I'm sorry,
Hobbes. I didn't mean it . . . it's just been a frustrating
day. I really want to go swimming, and I can't seem to get
any enthusiasm from these two."
Mary's dander was still up. "I was enthusiastic-until I
realized how reckless and dangerous this is. Kathryn wants
to climb down the face of the quarry. That's ridiculous."
"Only way to get there," said Hobbes mildly.
"Well, I'm not doing it. I'm going back."
"Me, too," chimed in Emma, and both rose to their feet.
Kathryn stared at them. were they abandoning her?
Leaving her here with Hobbes Johnson? She glared in
disbelief.
"Fine," she heard herself saying. "Go on back.
If you're not brave enough to do it, I don't want you
around." Again, she immediately regretted her words. It was
as though her mouth were an organism unto itself, acting
without her permission. She saw Mary draw herself up, hurt
and angry. "If you have any sense at all, you'll come back
with us. Face it, Kathryn-this was a terrible idea."
"If I decide to do something, I'm not going to back out
just because it gets a little difficult. But you do
whatever you want." Kathryn's face felt hot, and she
realized she was just being stubborn, but the more the
conversation went on, the more she felt herself dig in.
"Come on, Mary. Let's go." Emma looked eager to leave the
quarry and the unpleasantness. Mary gave Kathryn one more
somber look. "Kathryn?"
Kathryn merely shook her head, obstinate. The two other
girls shrugged, lifted their bags, and headed for the maze
of rocks that would lead them away from the quarry and back
toward the colony. Kathryn watched them leave, suddenly
feeling alone and friendless.
And worst of all, now she was stuck with Hobbes Johnson.
She gave him an awkward glance.
He was watching the retreating girls, face impassive. What
should she do? Wait a decent interval and then follow them?
She couldn't imagine spending another two minutes with
Hobbes. She looked down at the water below, remembering her
determination to make it down there, to swim in the clear
waters of the quarry, to practice her diving techniques.
She felt Hobbes' eyes on her and looked up at him. He
wasn't quite as vulky-looking as he used to be, but no one
would ever call him attractive. He no longer wore braces,
but a few red pimples dotted his face; apparently even
dermal-regeneration treatments didn't work on his acne.
Kathryn thought it looked disgusting. And he was as thin as
ever, a long, reedy boy with a skinny neck and hair that
tufted in unruly patches on his head. And there they were,
alone together at the top of the quarry. Now what?
"Want to give it a try?" Hobbes' voice was as neutral as
ever. It was as though he were suggesting they take a walk
through the cornfields. Kathryn hesitated, options warring
within her. She really, really wanted to swim in that
quarry. She really, really didn't want to do it with Hobbes
Johnson.
She glanced down again, saw the clear water below,
beckoning to her.
She shrugged, feigning tedium. "Might as well." She hefted
her bag, rearranged the straps to carry it on her back, and
edged toward the cliff wall to search for the best starting
place.
"It's over here," said Hobbes, walking to a small crevasse
a few meters away.
He stepped easily into it, swinging his body around and
deftly grasping handholds. He began climbing confidently
down the quarry face, hands and feet finding their way with
ease and efficiency. Kathryn was impressed. She'd done her
share of rock climbing-credit The Meadows with that, for
including this ancient sport in their physical curriculum-and had always enjoyed the challenge, but she lacked ease
and style. She moved to the crevasse, immediately saw the
places where Hobbes had found purchase, and began to follow
him down the steep wall of the
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