a hoop came to rest between his legs, or a ball was thrown toward him. He seemed to be asleep. His face looked thicker and flabbier and his lips hung half open. Several times he gave a start, thinking he heard the voice of Monsieur Lorisse, his cashier. Not for one moment did he think of his wife or children, but it was the meticulous old clerk who appeared in his dream.
He remained heedless of time, and it was Julie who eventually came to look for him and remarked: âI was sure Iâd find you flopping on a bench.â
Why? This question bothered him for some little while.
âLetâs go and buy you some clothes before the shops shut.⦠You see, I think of you and not of myself.â¦â
âI must go and get some money from the hotel.â¦â
âDâyou leave your money in the bedroom? Thatâs a mistake. Especially if thereâs a lot of it.â¦â
She waited for him below. He took a bundle of ten thousand francs, so as not to unfasten the pin. The maid was cleaning the hallway, but she could not see him, for he had closed the door. Julieâs words had made him anxious. He climbed onto a chair and pushed the parcel on top of the wardrobe.
She took him to an English firm where they sold smart ready-made clothes. She chose his outfit for him: gray flannel trousers and a navy blue double-breasted jacket.
âWith a cap, youâd pass for a yachtsman!â
She insisted on his buying summer shoes of brown and white leather.
âYou look quite different.⦠I sometimes wonder â¦â
She said no more, but merely cast a furtive glance at him.
She must already have been to the Cintra on her own, for when they went in the barman made some imperceptible sign to her and a young man winked at her.
âYou donât look exactly cheerful.â¦â
They drank. They ate. They went to the Casino, where Julie stayed for a couple of hours and after winning two or three thousand francs ended by losing all that was left in her purse.
Vexed, she motioned to him: âLetâs go back.â
They had already formed the habit of walking side by side; when she was tired she clung to his arm. They slowed down automatically a few yards before their hotel, like people who are going home.
She did not want to go through the brasserie.
They closed their door. She bolted it, for it was always she who took this precaution.
âWhere dâyou hide your money?â
He pointed to the wardrobe.
âIâd take care if I were you.â¦â
He climbed onto the same chair as that afternoon, passed his hand across the top of the wardrobe, but felt nothing but a thick layer of dust.
âWell, whatâs up?â
He stood there, aghast. She grew impatient.
âHave you turned into a statue?â
âThe parcelâs gone.â
âThe money?â
Suspicious by nature, she refused to believe him.
âLetâs see.â¦â
She was not tall enough, even when she stood on the chair. She cleared the table and climbed up on that.
âHow much was there?â
âAbout three hundred thousand francs, or a little less â¦â
âWhat did you say?â
He felt ashamed, now, of the vastness of the sum. âThree hundred thousand â¦â
âWe must tell the proprietor at once and send for the police. Wait.â¦â
He held her back. âNo. Itâs not possible.â
âWhy not? Are you crazy?â
âWe mustnât. Iâll explain why.⦠And in any case it doesnât matter, Iâll manage somehow.⦠Iâll send for some more money.â¦â
âAre you as rich as all that?â
She seemed resentful now, as though she were annoyed with him for having deceived her, and she lay down without a word, turning her back on him, and answered his good night with a mere grunt.
6
It was bitter and yet sweet, like the sort of pain that one cherishes and tends solicitously for fear of
Dayton Ward
Jim Lavene, Joyce
Dorothy Dunnett
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William I. Hitchcock
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