might think, she knew that this baby was Godâs way of helping her overcome her disease. For her childâs sake, she would never drink again.
âWhy did I get smashed the night we met? I wish I had a plausible explanation. I wish I had a good reason, but the fact is, I donât. Iâm an alcoholic, Shane. I donât need an excuse to drink.â
He settled his hip onto the table edge. âSomething must have happened. You said that you had been sober for almost a year before then.â
âThe day we met I had just been fired from my job. It wasnât a great job, but I needed it. I really felt like I was making some progress turning my life around and thenâ pow! âIâm unemployed.â
âWhy were you fired?â
âThe little company I was doing secretarial work for needed to make cutbacks. Last hired, first fired. It was as simple as that. Life wasnât being fair. God had failed me. I didnât know what to do. So I returned to the one thing I knew would make me feel better.â
âOnly it didnât help.â
It was tempting to share her painful journey to sobriety with this man, but she held back. She wasnât ready to expose her innermost fears and doubts to him. Her failure was between herself and God.
âNo, it didnât help. It made things worse. Just look at me now.â
âI think you look fine. In fact, I think you look amazing.â
His compliment caught her off guard. âAre you sure youâre putting those shingles on right? Because I donât think you see so well.â
âI see a young woman in a difficult situation who is making a positive change in her life. That is an amazing thing. My son or daughter could do a lot worse in the mother department.â
He sounded so sincere. Her usual flippant comeback didnât materialize. Instead she murmured, âThank you.â
He straightened and reached for his tool belt. âIâd better get back to work. The roof wonât replace itself.â
âBut you didnât finish your dinner.â Her desire to stay and talk with him surprised her as much as his compliment had. For some reason, being near him didnât make her as uncomfortable as she had expected. Instead his nearness left her feeling happy and a little giddy, if she were being honest.
Shane rubbed one hand over his jaw. âTruthfully, I ate before I came over tonight. But thanks for the hamburger. It was good.â
âDid you even taste it?â
âI was too afraid youâd fall.â
He cared about her and about the baby. The knowledge wrapped itself like a warm blanket around her heart.
âTomorrow evening youâll join us at the table, and that is an order, Corporal. I know you agreed to do this work in exchange for some home-cooked meals. If you donât start eating them, Marge is going to feel compelled to pay you.â
He sketched a quick salute. âYes, maâam. Iâll be here tomorrow and I promise to bring my appetite.â
âGood. Youâll be expected to clean your plate.â
âI will.â
Picking up his tool belt, he slung it around his waist but paused in the act of buckling it to look at her. âUnless youâre having okra or goat. I canât promise to eat those.â
âYouâre kidding, right?â
âIâm deadly serious. I never joke about okra.â
âWho eats goat?â
âLots of people,â he said with a straight face.
âEew!â
âMy thoughts exactly. I guess itâs safe to assume those two things wonât be on the menu tomorrow?â
âYouâre pretty safe with that assumption, but just in case, Iâll let Marge know that you donât eat goat.â
âOr okra.â
She nodded slowly. âOr okra. Iâll go cross it off the shopping list right now.â
âThanks.â He finished buckling on his tools and headed for the
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