Heâd managed this much; had risen out of his despair and bought a house. He would manage the rest. What the doctor brought about by faithâthe smiling expectation that made mountains tip their cloud-hats and moveâMickelsson would manage by will.
âI beg your pahrdon?â the doctor said, smiling.
âSorry,â he said. âNothing.â He felt his cheeks redden.
âOh! I didnât mean to interrupt!â She laughed. âI talk to myself all the time. It helps you keep your mind on things, donât you think so?â
When sheâd put the reservoir lid back onâlifting it easily with mannish strength, Mickelsson doing almost nothing to help, bending down just an instant too late and grabbing with only one hand at the slimy edge, ineffectually, standing off balanceâthe doctor said, âKeep an eye out for rattlesnakes when you come up here. They wonât bother you, as a rule. But I always like to see them first.â She laughed again. Her face was round and bright.
He glanced at her eyes to see if there were any trace of irony behind the laughter. There was not. She was smiling sociably now, gazing over at a burned place on the hillside, as matter-of-fact as when sheâd told him the sump pump would have to be replaced. (He noticed now two more gray patches where the grass had been burnt off, maybe the work of ordinary fire, maybe that of lime or acidâperhaps something to do with killing woodchucks or discouraging some troublesome weed.) Standing level with him on the mountainâs slope, the doctor was taller than he was by several inches. She stood with her arms folded, her fingers on the soft flesh just above the red, wrinkled elbows. Her hair and eyes were full of sunlight. He looked around at the tall grass, the sun-filled creepers and lacy ferns, the trunks of ash trees, maples, oaks, and one very large old cherry tree, dead, above the reservoir clearing. How one was supposed to see a snake in all this he had no idea, but that too he let pass.
âYes,â he said, and turned to look out across the valley. He would never get over it that heâd stumbled onto such a viewâin fact owned it, St. Augustine and his ilk to the contrary: the Susquehanna River wandering grandly, at royal leisure, toward the dark, decayed town out of sight around the bend; beyond the river more mountains, dark green, then blue; in the sky, two hawks. It was all like a richly glazed Romantic painting, luminous and wonderfully old, invaded here and there by shadows andâah yesâsnakes. Heâd been told several times now that Susquehanna was famous for rattlesnakes. If August was dry, they came down off the mountain onto the streets of the town, heading for the river. The people simply stepped aside for them, it was said, though some of the snakes could be six feet long. Heâd been no more frightened than were the people of the town (if the stories were true), though those whoâd told him had intended him to be. Except in zoos, Mickelsson had never seen a rattlesnake. The idea that they were here, all around him in the woods, was interesting, faintly disquieting, nothing more. But no, that was not quite right, he corrected himself. He was pleased that there were snakes. Heâd looked at a house, about a month ago, in a town called Jackson, a few miles south of Susquehanna, where a day or two earlier two large trees beside the road had been torn out by the roots by a twister. It was that, heâd realized when he thought about it, that had led him to consider buying the place. He knew the theoryâNietzsche, Sorel, Karl Jaspers when he spoke of âthe abysses which lie on each side of the footpathââthat the human spirit comes alive in the proximity of danger, or perhaps one might better say, with Sartre, the presence of temptationâthe temptation to sink back into Nature: bestiality and death. No doubt there was truth in it.
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