old Dan.
âSorry,â I said. âBeen waiting long?â
âGot here a little early,â he said. âGot me a head start.â He raised his glass and I shook my head and clucked in mock disapproval.
He was eager to chat, full of animated small talk about the department, about old cases. Nothing, I noted, about his new life in retirement. We talked about Eldridge and other stories that had been in the news, and we ordered.
I opted for the seafood salad, Dan ordered the prime rib, rare, with French fried onion rings.
âAre you crazy?â I whispered as the waitress left. âYou sure thatâs what you want?â He looked sheepish, called the waitress backâand stubbornly ordered another Johnnie Walker Black. He watched slyly to see my reaction.
âOkay, okay.â I pouted. âI wonât say a word, but I thought you were listening to your doctor, who definitely wouldnât approveââ
âI thought you werenât gonna say a word.â
I gave up and unwrapped my silverware.
âBritt, itâs all right,â he said gruffly. âDonât worry about me. I handled DOAs every day in homicide. I saw enough to know exactly whatâs going on inside me.â He jerked a thumb toward his left chest. âBad habits arenât gonna shorten my life now.â
I smiled into his eyes, wondering how it feels to know you have more yesterdays than tomorrows. It must be terrible, I thought. Get hit by a bus or caught in a crossfire between strangers and there is little time to consider your fate. Knowing you will soon die is something else.
âI just want to keep you around,â I said lightly. âI donât have many real friends. I canât afford to lose any.â
âIâll be around, I promise.â He patted my hand. âLooky here.â He held open his jacket, displaying an array of vials and bottles in his shirt pocket. âI could open a pharmacy.â
A small brown bottle stood out, with a strip of red tape across the twist-off lid. âWhatâs that one?â
âNitro,â he said, âfor chest pains. The tape is my own idea. Makes it easier to spot and hold on to in case I need it in a hurry. The bottle is so damn small.â He held it up, frowning at the fragile bottle dwarfed between his thick fingers. âThe doctor said to stash âem everywhere so theyâre in easy reach. Keep one in here,â he said, patting his pocket, âone in the car, in the kitchen, in the bathroom. Never know when you might need it in an emergency. See? Iâm prepared for anything.â He slipped the bottle back into his shirt pocket with the others. âNow tell me all about this Downtown Rapist.â
I did. âCranks galore are calling the hot line. Iâm getting some of the slopover: calls, letters.â
He looked up from his salad. âAnything?â
âNaw.â I shook my head, laughing self-consciously. âOne wacko wrote that my poetic license has been revoked; another told me take his advice and start writing about Haitians instead of Cubans before I make him mad.â
âThey sign them?â
âI donât think the first one did. The second one, some scribble. You know how they do.â
âLatino?â
âSeemed to be.â
âPass them on to the squad, Britt. Let the lab take a look at them.â He launched a new assault on his salad.
âThereâs enough on their plate already. They hate me for breaking the story, and theyâll hate me even more if the publicity doesnât bring in something useful.â
âYeah, but you canât take chances, Britt. The guy is dangerous.â
âWho said you were my father?â
He laughed. âOkay, okay, you got me. But I know how you work, Britt, and sometimes you navigate a little bit too close to the edge. You always were a wing walker. Remember, Iâm not there anymore
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