to end in disaster.
Six
WITH HER BREATH HELD TIGHT IN HER LUNGS, LILY WAITED for the explosion . . . but it never came. Instead, Ryder simply looked up at her and said, âThereâs blood on my dick.â He didnât sound exactly angry. But he didnât sound particularly thrilled with the situation, either.
âIâm sorry,â she whispered, aware of the heat rushing beneath her skin, burning in her face. âI was hoping that wouldnât happen. I mean, not at my age.â
She could feel his hands shaking as he gripped her thighs, keeping her legs spread apart. He looked from her face, down to her swollen, tender entrance, then up to her face again. âWhat the fuck, Lily? How in Godâs name are you still a virgin? Youâre twenty-five years old.â His voice was getting harsher with each word. âWhat the fuck is going on?â
Swiping at the stupid tears she could feel leaking from her eyes, she said, âLook, I know itâs stupid. Just drop it.
Please.
â
Ignoring her plea, he reached out and gripped her chin, forcing her to look at him. âDid something happen? Did someone hurt you?â
She sniffed and gave a pained laugh. Oh, God. Yes, sheâd been hurt. But not like he meant. Heâd hurt her when he left. But she couldnât just blurt that out. Throwing her heart at this guy would send him running from her bed faster than anything.
âNo,â she lied, chewing on her lower lip. âNo one hurt me, Scott. Iâve just been waiting for the right time.â
âAnd
this
is the right time?â His voice was incredulous, his thick lashes so low she couldnât read the look in his eyes.
âUm, well . . . you know how it is. I might not have a lot of time left.â
âOh, hell. Donât!
â
he forced out through his gritted teeth, bracing himself on his bent arms as he came down over her. âDonât even say that. If you fucked me because you think itâs your last chance, Iâllââ
âNo,â she whispered, reaching up to cup his scarred cheek in her hand. âThatâs not why. Iâve wanted this forever. You
know
that. I know you do. Even if you donât want to admit it, you knew I wanted you all those years ago. I always did.â
He groaned, burying his face in the curve of her throat. âJesus. You make me so fucking crazy, Lily.â
âYeah, well. Back atcha.â
He gave a low, raw laugh, then lifted his head and stared deep into her eyes. âIâm so damn angry at you for not telling me. I could have made it . . . easier.â
âI know. Iâm sorry. Yell at me later. Just donât leave me.
Please.â
He opened his mouth, but choked off whatever heâd been about to say the instant he saw the fresh tears in her eyes. âOkay, all right. Iâm here,â he rasped, pushing her hair back from her face, the look in his hot gaze stealing her breath. Sheâd never seen a man look at a woman with so much blistering heat and possessiveness. She felt scorched, the fact that it was Ryder who was looking at her like that making her heart feel like it was about to burst from excitement.
For so long.
Sheâd wanted this moment for so damn long, and now she was finally going to have it.
He leaned down, rubbing his lips against hers, the gentle caress mirroring the careful way he started nudging his thick shaft back inside her body. She was sore enough that it burned, but she didnât care, the emotional depth of the moment battering any discomfort she might have felt into obscurity. There was only Ryder and the incredible feel of his heavy penetration as he slowly rocked and nudged and worked his way back in until she had almost every inch of him packed up deep inside her. All the eager little muscles in her sex convulsed around him, holding him tighter, and his breath hissed through his teeth, his body
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