pry my eyelids open. Thereâs my polka-dot chair in the corner, and my zebra striped rug and the purple vanity table that I helped my mom paint. I swing my feet around and they land on the floor with a loud plop that startles me . Why am I wearing a dirty, scuffed-up old pair ofâ
The MMBs.
The whole dayâall of itâcomes rushing back to me in a flash. The bus, falling out of bed, Vi and her clipboard, the breakfast tent, Chaz and the hair extensions, Lisbeth and her tweezers, mean old Gory Rory, the Superdome, the fans, hanging out with Justin Crowe⦠It was real. I was her and it was real and now itâs over. I jump off the bed and race over to my mirror. I donât look any different. Am I different? Iâm not sure yet.
âHang on, Stella,â I shout, pulling off the boots and shoving them back into my closet, up on the highest shelf I can reach. I unlock my door, and Stella practically knocks me over in her rush to get in.
âHonestly, Maggie, are you sick or something?â Stella wants to know, pushing my stuffed animals aside so she can plop down on my still-warm bed. She has her laptop with her and she fires it up. I slide in right next to her.
âI mean, HAPPY TWELFTH BIRTHDAY !â Stella announces all official-like with big ta-da hands. She puts the plate of doughnuts in my lap and starts clicking away at her keyboard. âAnyway, check this out: Becca and Justin are boyfriend and girlfriend. â
âUm, I donât think they areââ I start to say, but Stella interrupts me.
âThey are too, itâs all over the web,â she points to the supposedly true news story that has a picture of Becca and Justin hugging.
âI think theyâre just good friends,â I say. âI wouldnât believe everything you read.â
âYou got a better source?â Stella asks.
âWell, no, butââ I stammer.
âAnd get this,â she says, all excited. âCheck out this picture of Becca yelling at some poor guy that works for her. She must have a real temper. Or maybe sheâs becoming one of those total divas. It happens in Hollywood all the time, you know.â
I look at the picture. Itâs Becca looking steamed all right. And the guy sheâs steamed at? None other than mean old Gory Rory.
âWell, thatâs becauseââ I stop myself just in time. âI mean, that guy is probably some big jerk, and sheâs yelling at him because sheâs sick of him being totally rude to her all the time. Or something.â
âIt says here that she fired him!â Stella gasps. âWhat did I tell you? Diva!â
âYou never knowââ I say, but Stella interrupts me again.
âLook at this ,â she says, scrolling down the page. âHere she is lounging on the beach in Mexico. Life is so totally not fair. I mean, she gets to lie around all day and sing for a couple of hours at night. Tough life. Where do I sign up?â
âI bet itâs not as glamorous as youâer, we âthink,â I say. âI mean, she probably has to be on the road a lot, driving from show to show and all, and think about what goes into a concert! The lights and the equipment and the microphones⦠Thereâs so much that can go wrong, it must be really stressful. Iâll bet even all that fussing over your hair and makeup gets old after a whileâ¦â I decide Iâd better stop talking before I blow my own cover.
âIf it makes you feel better to pretend Becca Starr has this really awful, miserable life, knock yourself out,â Stella says, snapping her computer shut. âIâm pretty sure her life is perfect.â
âLike my mom always says,â I tell Stella, âyou donât know what you donât know until you spend a day in someone elseâs shoes.â
And boy, do I know.
My alarm startles me awake to the sound of disc jockeys laughing way
Avery Aames
Margaret Yorke
Jonathon Burgess
David Lubar
Krystal Shannan, Camryn Rhys
Annie Knox
Wendy May Andrews
Jovee Winters
Todd Babiak
Bitsi Shar