feelings she’d once had for him and just act on lust? “I bet it is.” He smiled, revealing his dark teeth. Then the grin widened and it reached his blue eyes the way she remembered. He was as devastatingly handsome as he’d been six Allied Standard years ago and her body remembered the old longing. Her nipples peaked and pressed against her undershirt. She’d come here looking for sex and had found Filid. The one man she’d never been able to have, even though she once had considered trading her pilot’s wings for him. She was glad she hadn’t because then she might have hated him for grounding her. And she’d have never expected him to give up his posting and position. But things were different now. Filid sipped his drink. “Miss the APM?” A little, but not enough to ever go back. Which was the way she felt about Lekithia as well. She’d go back to Lekithia as soon as she’d seen enough of the galaxy. As soon as she had enough chits put away. Now she was sure she was just avoiding going home, ever. Flying on the other hand she loved. Civilian flying was more fun and she got shot at less. “Not really.” But she missed him. They’d had a chance and mucked it up. Even if he didn’t recognize her, was it possible he could be interested in something fun and short term? Did she want him enough to pursue it even though he didn’t know her anymore? If she was honest, she’d been half hoping he’d recognize her the way she had him. That he’d be glad to see her and they could do all the things they’d never gotten to do with the APM regulations between them. She swallowed and shook off the doubts. He was here; she could still cross him off her list. No regrets was her motto and he was a beautiful blot in her life. Unless of course he was merely being polite in talking to her and he had no interest in sex. Only one way to find out—keep him talking for a bit and look for clues. She was so tempted to say something to jog his memory, but if he couldn’t remember on his own, maybe it was easier just to go along with it. Pretend they’d never met before today and keep things simple. Silva rested her elbow on the bar and angled her body toward him. “Flying the Lunar Bird I get a mini holiday with every stopover.” “Different guy in every spaceport?” His tentacles moved as he was talking, the way some people moved their hands. What was he sensing from her? She knew that he couldn’t read her thoughts exactly, only emotions. Once that had been enough—more than enough, the idea that someone could possibly read every thought in her head was scary. She didn’t know how he coped when he went home. She grinned and tried to sound as though she didn’t care that he didn’t remember her even though she’d often thought of him alone at night. She was going to enjoy this stopover and she was going to get laid. “You know how it works.” Back then she couldn’t have Filid, so she’d had some random guy in the first spaceport, anything to stop the aching lust. It hadn’t helped. And the tension between them had risen. Silva glanced at the Amayan . Their culture was so repressed and bound up in rules that it made serving in the APM look like a holiday. Was Filid with the Amayan man? Or had they simply arrived together? How together were they? Talk about contrast. The idea of being between the two of them…she almost shivered with delight. Filid laughed and his tentacles slithered over his shoulder, trying to get closer to her. He’d read her thoughts as if she’d written them down and handed them over, but she refused to let her skin heat. He would’ve only sensed a strong desire as she’d looked at both men. It would’ve been easy to fill in the gap. “Tadao is my pilot. We’re here for prisoner collection and to enjoy the Moon until the dock opens again for departures.” He took a moment to slowly check her out, but his expression gave nothing away. His tentacles did. They moved as if