busing dishes. The cute ones dressed in sailor suits and escorted the dancers onstage. Every kid who knocked on her door imagined that he or she was the first. The first one whoâd been born into the wrong body, the first to love the wrong person, the first to have been beaten up, the first to have washed up on the safe shore of Montparnasse. Yvonne liked basking in the warming sun of their admiration.
One day, Fat Bernard called Yvonne out to meet a chunky girl wearing bloodstained white flannel trousers.
Yvonne had seen her somewhere before. It took her a moment to recognize the young woman on the posters plastered around the city, announcing a sports exhibition at the Vélodrome dâHiver. A record-breaking something or other, soon to be a competitor in the upcoming Olympics, the girl had glared out of the ugly sign, threatening passersby with a spear. Now one eye was purple and swollen shut. Some evil bastard somewhere was sleeping like a baby. Yvonne asked Fat Bernard to take her to the backstage shower.
When the girl reappeared in a robe and a terry cloth turban, Yvonne led her to the wardrobe.
âThank you,â the girl kept saying.
Yvonne showed her the racks of costumes, suits, and dresses. The girl looked to Yvonne for direction. Yvonne shrugged. Pick what you want.
The girl reached toward a manâs tuxedo. Her fingertips bounced off it, as if recoiling from a hot stove.
âGo ahead,â said Yvonne. âTry it on.â
Paris
July 15, 1928
Dear parents,
Yesterday evening I went to the baronessâs for dinner. She and I have shared pleasant evenings, meals, trips to plays, museums, concerts, nightclubs high and low. Yet never once has she invited me to her home, though I have heard, from others, about her parties.
Iâd assumed I was banned because her husband Didi resents the time she spends with me and the small (by their standards) but generous (by ours) loans with which she has gotten me past some rough spots. Recently, I was pushed to the breaking point when an acquaintance, a terrible painter, described the fabulous meal heâd enjoyed at the baronessâs table.
Late one night, after the baroness and I had had a few drinks at the Dingo, I asked her why sheâd never invited me. Was her husband jealous? If so, I would understand. The baroness laughed. She and her husband didnât have that sort of marriage, and besides he never inquired what she did with her timeâand his money. Then why had she hosted my untalented friend, and not me?
She sighed. âWhat is the difference between you and your friend?â
âI am a good artist, and he is a bad one?â
âThat is not the point. The point is, he is French. The problem is my brother-in-law, Armand, my husbandâs business partnerââ
âI know who Armand is,â I said.
âHeâs always at these dinners. And he is something of a maniac about pure French blood or some such distasteful concept.â
âSo the problem is that I am Hungarian?â
The baroness rolled her eyes.
So it seemed like a triumph, like proof of the power of our friendship when I received a handwritten invitation to dinner at her home. Maybe her brother-in-law wouldnât be there. Maybe his views had softened. Who cared what he thought of Hungarians? I was determined to go.
My desire was not about social climbing but purely about art. If I want to photograph Paris, all of Paris , from its palaces to its hovels, I will have to breach that fortress known as high society.
On the day of the dinner, I kept hearing Papaâs warning: never be early. To surprise oneâs hostess getting dressed is an unforgiveable act of aggression. How well I remember the calculations by which our family arrived at Grandmaâs Sunday lunches and the vice principalâs holiday tea precisely twenty minutes late, along with all the other guests who showed up at the same moment.
I arrived twenty
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