whispered.
He looked at my lips longingly as I stared at
his the same. I wanted to kiss him. There was this
undying need to kiss him, to be close to him in
every way possible. We leaned closer our lips
inches from each other.
Then suddenly Oliver pulled back at the last
second. He looked so sad at what he had done. My
heart cracked not only at that look but also at the
fact he didn't kiss me. Perhaps he was respecting
my unspoken words earlier, that I wanted to kiss
him after I remembered him. However, I wanted
him now more than I have ever wanted someone in
my life.
Oliver sat me on my feet. I felt the moisture
pressing at my eyes. Looking away from Oliver I
quickly hurried upstairs so no one would see me
crying. It was too embarrassing. This is want I
wanted right? I wanted to wait. So why was I so
heartbroken?
~Let Me Love You~
I sat in Oliver's bathroom not really having
anywhere else to go. I knew he would be up here
soon but I wasn't ready to face him just yet. My
cell phone vibrated in my pocket, Kimmy most
likely.
Pulling it out I found it wasn’t Kimmy at
all. There were three unread texts.
Hey Ever. I know you probably don't
want to talk to me but please call me. -Harper
It's me again. I really want to talk to you
and apologize for the way I behaved the other
night. Call me. -Harper
Ever, I truly am sorry. I wasn't thinking
clearly. - Harper
Sighing I rubbed my eyes annoyed. I was
too tired to deal with him or anyone else right now.
I just want to sleep. I'm so tired. I quickly text him
back telling him everything was fine and I'd talk to
him tomorrow.
"Ever?" Oliver knocked on the bathroom
door.
I opened the door and looked up at him
giving him a smile but it was weak.
"You sleepy baby girl?" he asked cupping
my cheek in his hand. He wasn't going to bring up
the almost kiss, that I was grateful for. I nodded
sinking into his arms. He was so warm and soft.
"Well, if you want to change into a shirt of
mine you can. I'm going to tell everyone to leave
us alone. I'm pretty tired to...if you don't mind
me...umm…laying with you," he muttered
scratching the back of his head.
I hugged him around the waist burying my
face into his shirt and inhaling his smell.
"I want you to stay with me," I told him.
Maybe with him by my side I wouldn't have
the nightmares, but I couldn't fight the sleep any
longer.
He headed down stairs and I changed into
one of his shirts and a pair of his boxers throwing
my shirt and pants from the other night into his
laundry basket.
Pulling his covers back, I crawled under
and snuggled into his pillows. Everything smelled
of him. It made me smile. I loved his smell. I want
so desperately to have my memories back. I want
him back. I can't deny the feelings I have for him.
One more date with Harper. I just needed
one more date. If I don't get any more memories
back after being near him then I'll ditch him but If I
do get memories...I have to keep it up. No matter
how much I don’t like him. It's for Oliver...for us.
~Oliver~
I walked back into my bedroom to find
Ever sound asleep. She was curled in a little ball
with her back facing me. Changing into some
shorts and pulling off my shirt I crawled under the
covers with her scooting as close to her as possible.
In her sleep, she mumbled and reached back
grabbing my arm. She pulled it to her chest and
cuddled it. Chuckling I brushed her hair off her
cheek and neck placing a kiss along her jaw under
her ear.
Her skin was so soft and smooth under my
lips. I couldn't resist running my lips over her skin
along her jaw to her throat. It was like velvet.
Sliding my other arm under her head, I
pulled her tight against my body. She fit perfectly
against me thus proving further that she belonged
with me. She was mine and I was hers. I would
always be hers even after the day I died my soul
would still belong to her. Always.
I was such a dumb ass to turn to drugs
when she rejected me. It just hurt so badly. I
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