accident. Sheâs fine, but, well, there might be some charges.â
Briefly, my head goes fuzzy, like Iâm floating. Then I drop back into myself. Hard. âWhat kind of charges?â
âDrunk-and-disorderly mostly. Her friend was driving, so heâll bear the brunt of it. You know how these things go.â Carson pushes away from the wall and pans his hands to either side, palms toward the ceiling. Heâs grinning like he couldnât stop if he tried. âNo telling what else we might find in her car. It was impounded, so the officers will have plenty of time to look it over. Think weâll find anything you should be worried about?â
No idea . âOf course not.â
âGood. Thatâs good. Fine will definitely be steep to get it out though.â
I stay still, watching him.
Carson scratches behind his ear. âReminded me that I hadnât heard from you in a while. Thought maybe I could help you out. Youâre a nice kid, Griff. You donât deserve any of this, so I thought youâd want to do your interview now. Iâll take you to the stationâunless you want to do it here.â
I swallow. âGreat. Letâs go.â
The detectiveâs eyes go so bright it makes my stomach queasy. What the hell am I going to say? Do I give him everything?
Nothing?
Wickâs terrified face is all I can see. Sheâs deep into this, a walking target now. By not asking anyone for help or protection . . . Christ, this is bad. Why would she even tell me?
I sit up straight even as my stomach sinks. Holy shit. She told me because she trusts me. Out of all the people in the world, she trusts me . Actually, no, thatâs wrong. Itâs not out of all the people in the world. Itâs out of the few people in her world. She trusts me and I donât know what to do with that. The gift seems too big.
Especially for someone who would get paid for betraying her.
I follow Carson to the unmarked sedan parked by the front curb. He opens the door for me like Iâm a chick, and from the corner of my eye, I think I see a flash of red. I donât turn. I canât risk it. I get into the car and Carson drives us away.
Â
We get to the station just as Ben is coming off shift. My cousinâs head jerks higher when he sees us walking through the parking lot. He speeds up, ever eager to catch Carson.
âHey, so this must mean good progress, yeah?â Ben asks, eyes bouncing between the detective and me.
âDid you need something, Officer?â Carsonâs fingers stab into my upper arm as we sidestep Ben. I throw him off. Heâs not going to march me into the station like Iâm under arrest. âDonât you have reports to finish?â
âOh. Yeah. Yeah, I do.â Ben sounds so deflated I want to turn around and punch him. Does no one see how this guy acts? How can they all believe his front?
Carson yanks open one of the glass doors and motions me through. We pass the front desk and weave through the bull pen, all the surrounding officers stopping whatever theyâre doing to say hello to Carson.
This is bullshit, but the detective works the room like a total proâjust enough ass-kissing to the older officers so they feel like theyâre special and just enough condescension to the younger officers so they have something to work for.
Honestly, Iâm kind of grateful for the break. I still donât know what to say to him. I need the pay. I need to fix things for my mom, but I donât know how I can live with myself if I tell Carson everything Wick told me.
When we finally make it to the detectiveâs office, Carson unlocks the door and drops heavily into his desk chair. âShut that behind you, okay?â
I nod, taking the chair opposite him. I focus on Carsonâs forehead so I donât have to meet his eyes.
âYou like our new arrangement? Your mother was happy to sign the consent forms
Fuyumi Ono
Tailley (MC 6)
Robert Graysmith
Rich Restucci
Chris Fox
James Sallis
John Harris
Robin Jones Gunn
Linda Lael Miller
Nancy Springer