being an empath. Thatâs just a fancy word for feeling too much.
But the only thing Iâm feeling right now is scared. I saw Logan. At least I think I saw Logan. Maybe it was a trick of light? Or maybe Iâm just tired? I havenât been sleeping a lot lately.
Punching down my fear, I focus on the other thing thatâs bugging me. How could I let myself be conned into racing again?
Because racing is what you do , my badass self says. Itâs who you are.
Not true, I repeat over and over again until I almost believe it. Thatâs not true.
âYou finally got some color in your cheeks,â Ray says with a broad grin when I pull in a few minutes later. âThatâs all it takes to bring you back to life. A little pedal to the metal. How much did you push âer?â
âDonât know.â I toss the keys in his direction. âI wasnât exactly looking at the speedometer.â
A broad grin cracks his face. âNow thatâs what I like to hear.â
A white blur peels around the corner and squeals to a stop within inches of Rayâs back door. I jump back. When I realize what Iâm looking at, my heart goes into overdrive. Itâs a shiny new Porsche Boxster. Top-of-the-line sexy. A whole lot of show but not much go. Not the kind of car I ever see at Rayâs.
The driver door opens. A short muscular guy in jeans and white T-shirt jumps out. I stare at his upper arm. If I had a thunderbolt tat that big, maybe Iâd wear T-shirts in the middle of winter too.
Ray takes another drag from his cigarette before grinding the butt under the toe of his work boot. âYour payâs in the envelope,â he says to me. He angles his head toward the desk in the corner. âIâll see you tomorrow.â
I head for the desk.
âSantiago!â Ray turns to the Porsche owner. âI thought you werenât getting here until next week.â Santiago answers, but Iâm too busy counting my cash to catch what he says.
âWhat the hell?â I must have made a mistake. I count again.
No mistake. Itâs a measly hundred and thirty-one bucks. I was banking on four hundred. Hoping for five. I need gas money, spending money, and I wanted to give Mom a few hundred bucks toward my medical bills. âUh, Ray, thereâs a mistake here.â
Ray and I have a sweet deal going. Since Iâm not a licensed mechanic, Ray pays me under the table, sometimes in cash but sometimes in parts for my car. âI donât need any more parts, remember? The Acuraâs fixed.â
âHow could I forget? You owe me up the wazoo for it.â
My heart knocks against my ribs. Itâs the third time this week heâs brought up my debt.
He waves his hand dismissively through the air. âThatâs all Iâm giving ya.â
Like hell. I close the distance between us. âI worked twenty-seven hours this week. Thatâs worth two hundred and seventy bucks. And I sent three guys in. One wanted a complete rebuild on the front end. That has to be worth five hundred.â
Thatâs the other deal Ray and I have. I refer people to his shop, and he kicks back a percentage of whatever they spend. And they spend big. Mostly because Ray will do whatever they want to improve the performance of their cars, whether itâs legal or illegal. Safe or unsafe.
âWhat three guys? I didnât see nobody.â
Santiago is watching us, a tiny smile on his thin lips. Heâs older, at least thirty. He looks tough but heâs not. When his gaze connects with mine, a shiver crawls down my spine. The guyâs naïve. And somehow Rayâs conning him.
I hate knowing stuff about people. But I also hate being cheated. âBlair said he was coming in for a new front end.â
âHe didnât show up. Nobody did.â Ray grabs my arm and steers me back toward the desk. âListen, Shields, youâre lucky I paid you anything at
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