Shannon. Didnât want you to worry. I have some peculiar ways.â
âIâve noticed that.â
âYou might have noticed I donât have a lot of close friends. Iâm not so great on my people skills.â
âI wouldnât say that, except with Tyler, I suppose.â
âTo tell you the truth, I get along with animals better than I do with most people. Theyâre a lot more honest, a lot more straightforward, a lot more dignified. Iâm a strange oneâyour mother should have told you.â
âItâs hard to figure out what to tell people and what not to,â I said.
âI actually envy the animals sometimes. Instinct is so strong with them. A deer knows how to be a deer, a raven knows how to be a raven. Every single one of us has to struggle to find out what it means to be human. We are so capable of messing up itâs not funny. Sometimes itâs hard to keep your sense of humor. You know what I mean?â
Around his eyes, he looked so sad. I said, âCanât you just clap your hands together real loud and frighten Liberty into standing up?â
âTried it,â he said with a strangled laugh. âLibertyâs on your mind too?â
âA lot, especially because you care about her so much.â
âIâve been trying to give her my life force. She hears me. Oh, she hears me. I havenât given up on her by a long shot. That girlâs going to make it, I know she will.â
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Time slowed down once we were no longer chasing around in the rescue van. I learned to milk the goats, helped out in Jackieâs garden some, and assisted at the clinic. I got to know lots of the volunteers by name, picked blackberries by the gallon, made some jams and pies in Jackieâs kitchen.
Sometimes I would accompany Cody to the creek that ran through the valley. It was about a ten-minute walk. At the creek it was shady and cool, a great place to hang out. I would read while he tried to catch frogs. They werenât that easy to grab. The third time we went, Cody told me this was the same creek where Tyler killed the dog. I asked him how he knew that, and he said that it was somebody at Robbieâs school who saw it happen.
At Jackieâs these days, there was a deer hanging around the garden fence, browsing, twitching her tail and keeping her large ears attuned to the golden retrievers. Once in a while the dogs hassled her, but generally they were oblivious on the office porch. The deer was biding her time, Jackie said, waiting for us to leave the garden gate open.
The doe was bigger than our deer in the East. Jackie said it was a mule deer, named after the big ears. Jackie was pretty sure the doe was pregnant. Midsummer was late for dropping a fawn but sometimes the animals got off schedule. The year before, the center took care of a baby rock dove that hatched in November.
One day Cody and I followed the deer through the trees and around the edge of Jackieâs five acres. At the deer pen she visited the crippled doe whose job was to keep orphaned fawns company. The two touched noses through the chain-link fence.
One of those slow days, as I was heading with my novel for some shady quiet time in Jackieâs cedar grove, a voicefrom behind me called my name. It was Tyler, just getting off work.
I let him catch up. âWhatâs up?â I asked.
He shrugged, caught my eye, then looked away. âI donât know, just wondered if you wanted to hang out. You know, just talk. You want to take a walk or something?â
I didnât think soâIâd been staying awayâbut I didnât say so. âI have to stay within shouting distance of Cody. Heâs over there with Robbie. Over here in the trees thereâs a nice cool spot.â
âPerfect.â
I climbed up onto my stump and Tyler followed. I sat down cross-legged and he did the same. âSweet,â he said.
âItâs the perfect
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