brought it in to Dr. Dambach.
âJust set it on the desk, please,â he said without looking up from the medical book he was going through. Only his left hand and his mouth gave the food any notice; the rest of his attention was riveted on the book. Esther thought she could have substituted a coffee cake or plain bread without his knowing the difference.
She was eating her own lunch, ready to go home as soonas the afternoon receptionist came in, when Dambach exclaimed in what might as easily have been dismay as triumph. âWhat is it, Doctor?â she called.
âI know what Paul Klein has,â Dr. Dambach said.
Esther still couldnât tell how he felt about knowing. She asked, âWell, what is it, then?â
He came out of the office, a half forgotten slice of the cheese pie still in his left hand. His face said more than his voice had; he looked thoroughly grim. âItâs an obscure syndrome called Tay-Sachs disease, Iâm afraid,â he answered. âAlong with the rest of his condition, the red spots on his retinas nail down the diagnosis.â
âI never heard of it,â Esther said.
âI wish I hadnât.â Now the pediatrician sounded as unhappy as he looked.
âWhy?â she asked. âWhat is it? What does it do?â
âThere is an enzyme called Hexosaminidase A. Babies with Tay-Sachs disease are born without the ability to form it. Without it, lipids accumulate abnormally in the cells, and especially in the nerve cells of the brain. The disease destroys brain function a little at a time. I will not speak of symptoms, but eventually the child is blind, mentally retarded, paralyzed, and unresponsive to anything around it.â
âOh, my God! How horrible!â Estherâs stomach did a slow lurch. She wished she hadnât eaten. âWhat can you do? Is there a cure?â
âI can do nothing. No one can do anything.â Dr. Dambachâs voice was hard and flat. âThere is no cure. All children who have Tay-Sachs disease will die, usually before they turn five. I intend to recommend to the Kleins that they take the baby to a Reichs Mercy Center, to spare it this inevitable suffering. Then I intend to go out and get drunk.â
He couldnât bring himself to come right out and talk about killing a baby, though that was what he meant. The Germans whoâd slaughtered Jews hadnât talked straight out about what they were doing, either, though people werenât so shy about it any more. Here, Esther had more sympathy. âHow awful for you,â she said. âAnd how muchworse for the Kleins! What causes this horrible disease? Could they have done anything to keep the baby from getting it?â
Dr. Dambach shook his head. âNo. Nothing. Itâs genetic. If both parents carry the recessive, and if the two recessives come togetherâ¦â He spread his hands. Even that gesture didnât remind him of the cheese pie he was holding. Intent on his own thoughts, he went on, âWe donât see the disease very often these days. I have never seen it before, thank heaven, and I hope I never see it again. The books say it used to be fairly common among the Jews, though, before we cleaned them outâ¦. Are you all right, Frau Stutzman?â
âYes, I think so. This is all just soâso dreadful.â Esther made herself nod. Dambach nodded back, accepting what sheâd said. He couldnât know why her heart had skipped a beat. A good thing, too. He couldnât come out and talk about killing a baby, but he took the extermination of the Jews for granted. Why not? He hadnât even been born when it happened.
âDreadful, ja . A very unfortunate coincidence. Even among the Jews it was not common, you understand, but it was up to a hundred times more common among them than it is among Aryans.â Dambach thoughtfully rubbed his chin. âDid you happen to see on the news a few days
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