Glen could make out the logo on the backâWE MOVE FAMILIES NOT JUST FURNITUREâthen they descended into the fog again and the truck vanished. âI was in a sandstorm once,â Bonnie said, âin Arizona. It was really dangerous but at least it wasnât boring.â She pulled a strand of hair in front of her eyes and began picking at the ends. âSo,â she said, âtell me about yourself.â
Glen said there wasnât much to tell.
âWhatâs your wifeâs name?â
âIâm not married.â
âOh yeah? Somebody like you, I thought for sure youâd be married.â
âIâm engaged,â Glen said. He often told strangers that. If he met them again he could always say it hadnât worked out. Heâd once known a girl who probably would have married him but like Martin said, it didnât make sense to take on freight when you were traveling for speed.
Bonnie said that she had been married for the last two years to a man in Santa Barbara. âI donât mean married in the legal sense,â she said. Bonnie said that when you knew someone elseâs head and they knew yours, that was being married. She had ceased to know his head when he left her for someone else. âHe wanted to have kids,â Bonnie said, âbut he was afraid to with me, because I had dropped acid. He was afraid we would have a werewolf or something because of my chromosomes. I shouldnât have told him.â
Glen knew that the manâs reason for leaving her had nothing to do with chromosomes. He had left her because she was too old.
âI never should have told him,â Bonnie said again. âI only dropped acid one time and it wasnât even fun.â She made a rattling sound in her throat and put her hands up to her face. First her shoulders and then her whole body began jerking from side to side.
âAll right,â Glen said, âall right.â He dropped the tennis ball and began patting her on the back as if she had hiccups.
Sunshine uncoiled from the back seat and came scrambling over Glenâs shoulder. He knocked Glenâs hand off the steering wheel as he jumped onto his lap, rooting for the ball. The car went into a broadside skid. The road was slick and the tires did not scream. Bonnie stopped jerking and stared out the window.So did Glen. They watched the fog whipping along the windshield as if they were at a movie. Then the car began to spin. When they came out of it Glen watched the yellow lines shoot away from the hood and realized that they were sliding backwards in the wrong lane of traffic. The car went on this way for a time, then it went into another spin and when it came out it was pointing in the right direction though still in the wrong lane. Not far off Glen could see weak yellow lights approaching, bobbing gently like the running lights of a ship. He took the wheel again and eased the car off the road. Moments later a convoy of logging trucks roared out of the fog, airhorns bawling; the car rocked in the turbulence of their wake.
Sunshine jumped into the back seat and lay there, whimpering. Glen and Bonnie moved into each otherâs arms. They just held on, saying nothing. Holding Bonnie, and being held by her, was necessary to Glen.
âI thought we were goners,â Bonnie said.
âThey wouldnât even have found us,â Glen said. âNot even our shoes.â
âIâm going to change my ways,â Bonnie said.
âMe too,â Glen said, and though he wasnât sure just what was wrong with his ways, he meant it.
âI feel like Iâve been given another chance,â Bonnie said. âIâm going to pay back the money I owe, and write my mother a letter, even if she is a complete bitch. Iâll be nicer to Sunshine. No more shoplifting. No moreââ Just then another convoy of trucks went by and though Bonnie kept on talking Glen could not hear a word.
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