get.
âWhat happened at Levant?â I asked.
âIs this about the attack as a whole or about your girlfriend?â he said. I thought about that for a second.
âBoth,â I said.
âIâm under no obligation to tell you anything,â he snapped. I was ready with a response.
âConsider it a courtesy that will help us to establish proper âboundaries,ââ I said. He looked at me with disdain. Clearly this was a man who didnât like being challenged. Nonetheless, he chose to reply.
âYou saw your navyâs report, did you not?â he said.
âI did.â
âThen let me just say it was mostly accurate in its assessment,â he said. I waited for him to continue. When he didnât I asked another question.
âSo the displacement waves were generated by First Empire technology?â
âUndoubtedly,â he responded. âAnd your government has good reason to be worried. This ship as itâs currently trimmed will have difficulty defeating that kind of defense. Zander is on a foolâs errand, and he may lose his ship in the process.â
Now I wondered if I might have an ally after all. âIf you were to intervene, or upgrade
Impulse
âs weapons and defensive capabilitiesââ I started. He quickly cut me off.
âThere are limits, Commander, to what a Historian can do, let alone to what
I
am willing to do to save this ship. Now as to the matter of your secret ordersââ
This time I interrupted. âYou know about that?â I said. He looked at me like I was a child.
âWe gave you longwave and Lightship technology. Do you suppose that we donât know how to use it in our own best interests?â he said. I had no answer to that. âIt is possible, Mr. Cochrane, that your orders and my own
may
have some areas of overlapping interest. But donât count on me for support. Am I clear?â
âPerfectly,â I replied.
âGood. One more thing to keep in mind.â His eyes bore down on me now. âYou may have to be prepared to lose a battle to prevent a war, for the greater good. Even if it means disobeying direct orders from your commanding officers. Are you prepared for that?â
It was the second time Iâd been asked that question, and I didnât like it any better this time than the first.
âIâm prepared for that eventuality,â I said. Tralfane smiled. It was cold and cheerless.
âThen I can see why your government picked you for this mission.â With that, the room went silent and our conversation appeared to be over. I started for the library door without another word.
âDid you want to see the images of the attack on
Impulse
?â he said. That caught me by complete surprise. I half turned back to him and crossed my arms.
âAre you trying to hurt me?â I asked. The Historian shook his head.
âNo. I just thought you had a right to see it,â he said. I nodded and sat down at a reading terminal. After a few moments he brought up a video display. A chronometer ticked by in the lower right-hand corner. The video was grainy but detailed enough. It was undoubtedly from one of
Impulse
âs longscope cameras.
I watched as a white-hot energy wave smothered a tiny shuttlecraft. It twisted and burned, tumbling out of control, tossed around like a dried leaf in the winter wind. Inside, twelve of my countrymen, one of them Lt. Natalie Decker, burned with the flame of a thousand suns unleashed upon them. The shuttle rolled on through space, second after agonizing second, until the tracking camera lost sight of it.
Suddenly the visual display changed to show a camera view from the stern of
Impulse
, looking forward toward her baffle shields. Purple sprites rippled along the length of her body as her shielding kicked in, struggling to absorb the impact of the rogue wave. Ruptures opened along her leading edges and amidships, her Hoagland
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