our isolation here. There was a storm raging outside, and we werenât ready to face it yet.
So first things first. I squared my shoulders and looked around. Weâd come up in a little room that had a half wall, and then bank tellerâlike windows cut in the real wall, complete with tarnished brass bars on the front. I decided quickly it must have been the depot ticket office. From there we entered a huge room. The floor was marble and it still looked slick and butterlike in the dimness. The walls were weird, though. All kinda rough and bare from the floor up to about a foot or so above my head, and then the decorations started. They were blurred by dust and time and inattention, and there were cobwebs hanging allover (eesh, first bats and now spiders!), but the vibrant old Art Deco colors were still visible, telling stories of Native American mosaic patterns, feather headdresses, horses, leather, and fringe.
I gazed around at the corroded beauty, and thought
this could make a great school
. It was big and it had the same kind of grace as many of Tulsaâs downtown buildings had, thanks to the oil boom and 1920s Art Deco styling. Lost in thought of what might someday be, I walked across the empty lobby, peeking around, noticing hallways that stretched off from this one big room, leading to others, wondering if there were enough of them for several classrooms. We took one of those hallways and it dead-ended at wide double glass doors. Jack bobbed his head at them. âThatâs the gym.â We all gazed through the time-dirtied glass. In the nonlight I could just make out blobs of shapes that looked like great sleeping beasts from a dead world. âAnd over thereâs the door to the boysâ locker room.â Jack pointed to a closed door to the right of the gym. âAnd thereâs the girlsâ.â
âOkay, well, Iâm going to hit the showers,â I said lamely. âErik, would you and Jack let Damien know about Kramishaâs poems? Tell him if he has to talk to me about it Iâll be in Stevie Raeâs room, hopefully sound asleep for at least a few hours. If it can wait, weâll all meet and try to figure out what it could mean after weâve rested.â I shifted the towels and bathrobes Iâd been clutching so I could wipe sleepily at my face.
âYou need to rest, Z. Not even you can go through all of this and keep functioning without sleep,â Erik said.
âYeah, if Damien wasnât staying awake with me, Iâd be scared of falling asleep on watch duty,â Jack said, and yawned for punctuation.
âThe Twins will take over for you soon.â I smiled at Jack. âJust hold on till then.â My smile widened to include Erik. âIâll see you soon. Both of you.â
I started to turn away and Erikâs touch on my arm stopped me. âHey, weâre together again. Arenât we?â
I met Erikâs eyes and saw his vulnerability through the pretend confidence of his smile. He wouldnât understand if I said I needed totalk to him about, well, sex before I agreed to get back together with him. That would hurt his ego as well as his heart and then Iâd be back where I was before, with me kicking myself for being the cause of us being apart.
So I simply said, âYeah, weâre together again.â
The sweet vulnerability was reflected in the kiss he bent to place on my lips. It wasnât a groping, demanding, weâre-gonna-have-sex-now kiss. It was a warm, gentle, Iâm-so-glad-weâre-back-together kiss, and it utterly melted me.
âGet some sleep. Iâll see you soon,â he whispered. He kissed my forehead quickly, then he and Jack disappeared through the boysâ locker room door.
I stood there for a while, just looking at the closed door and thinking. Had I been wrong about the change in Erik? Had I misunderstood what was behind his passion in the tunnel? After all, he
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