hurt me, or even Mama again. Because heâs the baby, and Reuben knows Mama loves him more than anything.â
âYouâd already put the pills in the food before you told Carter to climb out the window.â
âI shouldâve put more in. I wasnât sure how many. You knew what I was trying to tell you, right away.â She picked up a fry. âI felt better when I was talking to you.â
âIt was smart of you to find a way to tell me you put something in his food. It bought me just a little more time.â
âHow come you didnât turn the electric back on? He got so mad about that.â
âWell, you know how you talked him into letting you go to the bathroom before you fixed his food? Itâs kind of like that. You try to get something back, like an exchange. Fact was, I was about to when we spotted Carter climbing out the window. I wanted to keep Reuben talkingâor let you talkâwhile we got Carter to safety and figured out the new situation. Did you knock over the bottle to distract him, so heâd be mad at you and forget about Carter?â
âI figured heâd hit me, but I didnât know heâd get that mad. I think heâd have shot me if Mama hadnât jumped on him. I shouldâve given him more pills, is what. Then it wouldnât have taken so long for him to pass out. Mama wouldnâtâve had the pills if it wasnât for him. Thatâs irony.â She smiled a little when Dave laughed. âI learned about irony in English class. She got the pills because he made her so upset and nervous. He pretended to be nice when he met her, when they started going out. But he started picking on her, and us, and pushing his weight around. He slapped her once, right across the face.â
âShe had a restraining order on him.â
Phoebe nodded. âShe told him she wouldnât see him anymore and to go away. But he kept coming around, or going to her work. Following her in his car. I think more than that, but she wouldnât tell me. He came to the house one night, too, drunk, and she called the police. They made him go away, but thatâs all they did.â
âIâm sorry we didnât do more.â
âThey told her she could get that restraining order, so she did. I donât see how it helped her any.â
âNo. Iâm sorry about that, too. It seems to me, Phoebe, your mother did everything right, everything she could do to protect herself and her family.â
Phoebe stared down at the paper napkin balled in her fist. âWhy didnât he just go away when she said she didnât want him?â
âI donât know.â
It wasnât the answer she wanted, Phoebe decided. Worse, it was kin to a lie. She hated when grown-ups lied because they didnât think you could understand.
Phoebe ate more fries and shook her head. âMaybe you donât know exactly, but you sort of do. You just think I wonât understand âcause Iâm only twelveâalmost twelve. But I understand lots of things.â
He studied her another moment, as if he could read something on her face like the words in a book. âOkay, I do sort of know, or I have an opinion. I think heâs mean, heâs a bully, and he didnât like the idea of anyone telling him what to do, or what he could have, especially a woman like your mother. So he tried to scare her and intimidate her, and he got madder and madder because it wasnât working the way he wanted. I think he wanted to hurt her, to show her he was the boss, and it got out of hand, even for him.â
Phoebe ate another fry. âI think heâs a son of a bitch.â
âYeah, that, too. Now heâs going to be a son of a bitch in jail, for a long time.â
She thought about this as she sucked on the Coke heâd brought her. âOn TV, they usually shoot the bad guy. The SWAT team shoots him.â
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