had a son and then asking him to sign up for coaching duty. It was nearly funny, if it would only be that easy.
âAre you thinking that Daddy will find us soon?â she asked, trying to use Nathanâs own terminology to describe what was bound to happen in the next few days.
âYep.â
âMe, too,â she whispered, and Nathan smiled broadly.
âWhen?â
âIâm thinking heâll find you in the next few days,â she said. Then she thought about the other part of this equation, the one Nathan didnât know about yet. âAnd Nathan, do you remember when you told me youâd like a little brother or sister?â
âYes!â he said, letting go of the paper in his excitement at the possibility. The sheet flittered off the bed to land on the floor.
Jess decided to wait about picking it up. This was more important. She cupped her palms beneath Nathanâs face and looked into those excited green-gold eyes. âWell, when your daddy finds us, he may bring you a little sister with him.â
âReally?â he asked. âCool!â He moved his head away from her hands and peered past her to the floor. âMama, get that for me,â he said, then thought about what was missing in that request and added, âPlease.â He pointed to the paper on the floor. âAnd I need a color.â He paused, grinned. âPlease.â
Jessica handed him the paper and then withdrew a box of crayons from his nightstand drawer. âYou want a crayon?â
âYeah, a red one.â The paper had already started curling back up on the ends, and he worked to flatten it back out. Jessica grabbed the David and Goliath book that was still on the nightstand from when her father read him the story and placed it in Nathanâs lap. Then she put the paper on top of the hard surface so itâd be easier for him to colorâ¦whatever he planned to color.
âWhat are you doing?â she asked.
âYouâll see.â He continued trying to make the sides of the page lay down, but they continued curling up.
Jessica flattened her palms on the page and pushed them to the edges so she could hold the paper in place for her son.
âThanks,â Nathan said, placing the crayon next to the daddy figure on the paper. Then he shook his head, mumbled, âNopeâ and moved the crayon to the other side, beside his Nathan figure. When he was done, there was a new, smaller figure added to the scene. A small, circular head and two string legs formed a child to Nathanâs left. Mommy on the right, little girl on the left. And Daddy still on the far side.
Jessica didnât like the feeling she got from that.
âWhy did you put her there?â she asked. âBy you?â
âBecause,â Nathan said, âIâll have to teach her stuff.â
She smiled. âYes, you will.â
He picked up the crayon box and frowned. âWhatâs wrong?â
âI donât know what color of hair she has.â
âYellow,â Jess said. âI believe she has yellow.â
He nodded, grabbed a yellow crayon and put a puff of yellow hair on top of the little girl.
âVery nice,â she said.
âNow,â Nathan said, when heâd determined the piece was done. âItâs just like Ms. Hannah said.â He handed her the yellow crayon, and Jess slid it back into the box, then put the crayons away.
âLike Ms. Hannah said?â she asked.
âThis side is Abrahamâs family,â he explained, turning the page for her to see the preprinted paper that heâd colored in class. He turned the page again and smiled. âAnd this one is mine.â
Jessica blinked a few times to keep the tears at bay. The image was nice, except for the daddy being on the other side of the page. Maybe soon Nathan would see them all together.
Please, God, let it be that way. Nathan wants a real family.
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