feel comfortable. It was a road that would be very wrong for a woman with a child. So he had no business zeroing in on her. Besides, he needed all his wits about him to deal with the man who was waiting for him.
He turned toward Ford. As if his glance were a homing beacon, Ford also turned and looked at the man he had fathered thirty-six years ago. He walked toward Ace. When he was three feet away, he stopped.
âLooking for a car, Ford?â Ace asked.
âLooking for you.â
âWhy is that?â
Ford shook his head as if shaking off a pesky fly. âI just wanted to tell you⦠Yesterday when wetalked, I didnât tell you one thing. I do remember her.â
âBut she was just one of your women.â Ace couldnât keep the ugliness out of his voice.
Ford narrowed his eyes. âThat wasnât the way of it.â
âAre you going to tell me you were in love with her? That even though that was true, you got her pregnant and left her alone to face the consequences?â
âWe werenât in love, no. That wasnât the way it was.â
âFor you. It was different for her.â
Ford nodded. âWell then, I didnât know that.â
âShe was your housekeeper. You took advantage of that.â
Silence. âI did.â
Ace wanted to hit him, but this wasnât like handling Branson last night. And Ford was not a young man.
âLet me ask you one thing. Did you know she was pregnant?â Aceâs voice didnât waver, though it was shot through with anger.
âNot at first.â
Not at first. Which meant that he had known somewhere along the line.
âShe wasnât good enough for the Carsons,â Ace said as calmly as he could. âThat was what your father told her when he overheard her crying to a friend on the phone about her condition. He couldnât have his son marrying her kind, not the hired help who slept around. Instead, he gave her money and sent her away without a reference. She took it because her mother was sick and needed medicineâand maybebecause she knew she had already lost. You didnât stop it, any of it. Even if you didnât know what was happening, even if you didnât know she was pregnant, you must have known there was a chance she was. Especially after she left.â
A muscle twitched in Fordâs jaw. âThatâs true. I should have known.â
âAnd when you didâfinallyâwhy didnât you go to see her?â
Ford shook his head. âNo good answer to that, son. None that would satisfy you.â
But as Ace watched the man who had fathered him walk away, he knew the answer. His mother had never been good enough for Ford, just as his grandfather had said. She had been reaching above her âstation,â a term heâd heard all his life.
Arriving at the door, Ford turned and looked back. Across what seemed like the miles of showroom he spoke. âIâve made mistakes in my life. Lots of them. Maybe this was the biggest.â
âAnd if you could change things?â Ace asked.
Ford turned. He glanced at Fiona, then back at Ace, strain written in every line of his face. âNo, I wouldnât change things. Not in the way you mean.â
And he left the building.
Fiona walked up to Ace, her eyes big and sad. âEventually weâll have to talk. You know that,â she said, and then she went out the door after her father.
Ace stood there as seconds ticked by, unable to move, or even to think. Finally he turned toward Crystal. There were unshed tears in her eyes. He felt a bit like crying himself, but that wouldnât help athing. One thing he knew. He didnât want Crystal feeling sorry for him. He didnât want her to be sad at all.
So he drew on old resources. He forced a smile and walked up to her. âLooking for a car? I can offer you something with white leather seats and all the luxuries of home,â he
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