I?â
âYeah, way off. I was scared. I thought you were having an epilepsy fit or something. Your eyesââ
âItâs not epilepsy,â Ted said. âAnd itâs not dangerous. But if it happens again, it would be best if you didnât touch me.â
âWhy?â
Ted lit a fresh cigarette. âJust because. Will you promise?â
âOkay. Whatâs the Beam?â
Ted gazed at him sharply. âI spoke of the Beam?â
âYou said âAll things serve the Beam.â I think that was it.â
âPerhaps sometime Iâll tell you, but not today. Today youâre going to the beach, arenât you?â
Bobby jumped, startled. He looked at Tedâs clock and saw it was almost nine oâclock. âYeah,â he said. âMaybe I ought to start getting ready. I could finish reading you the paper when I get back.â
âYes, good. A fine idea. I have some letters to write.â
No you donât, you just want to get rid of me before I ask any other questions you donât want to answer .
But if that was what Ted was doing it was all right. As Liz Garfield so often said, Bobby had his own fishto fry. Still, as he reached the door to Tedâs room, the thought of the red scrap of cloth hanging from the TV aerial and the crescent moon and the star next to the hopscotch grid made him turn reluctantly back.
âTed, thereâs somethingââ
âThe low men, yes, I know.â Ted smiled. âFor now donât trouble yourself about them, Bobby. For now all is well. They arenât moving this way or even looking this way.â
âThey draw west,â Bobby said.
Ted looked at him through a scurf of rising cigarette smoke, his blue eyes steady. âYes,â he said, âand with luck theyâll stay west. Seattle would be fine with me. Have a good time at the seaside, Bobby.â
âBut I sawââ
âPerhaps you saw only shadows. In any case, this isnât the time to talk. Just remember what I saidâif I should go blank like that again, just sit and wait for it to pass. If I should reach for you, stand back. If I should get up, tell me to sit down. In that state I will do as you say. Itâs like being hypnotized.â
âWhy do youââ
âNo more questions, Bobby. Please.â
âYouâre okay? Really okay?â
âIn the pink. Now go. Enjoy your day.â
Bobby hurried downstairs, again struck by how sharp everything seemed to be: the brilliance of the light slanting through the window on the second-floor landing, a ladybug crawling around the lip of an empty milk-bottle outside the door of the Proskysâ apartment, a sweet high humming in his ears that was like the voice of the dayâthe first Saturday of summer vacation.
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Back in the apartment, Bobby grabbed his toy cars and trucks from various stashes under his bed and at the back of his closet. A couple of theseâa Matchbox Ford and a blue metal dumptruck Mr. Biderman had sent home with his mom a few days after Bobbyâs birthdayâwere pretty cool, but he had nothing to rival Sullyâs gasoline tanker or yellow Tonka bulldozer. The âdozer was especially good to play with in the sand. Bobby was looking forward to at least an hourâs serious roadbuilding while the waves broke nearby and his skin pinkened in the bright coastal sunshine. It occurred to him that he hadnât gathered up his trucks like this since sometime last winter, when he and S-J had spent a happy post-blizzard Saturday afternoon making a road-system in the fresh snow down in Commonwealth Park. He was old now, eleven, almost too old for stuff like this. There was something sad about that idea, but he didnât have to be sad right now, not if he didnât want to. His toy-truck days might be fast approaching their end, but that end wouldnât be today. Nope, not
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