for
thinking
that your house was stupid. I meant to apologize for
saying
it. That was rude. Friends donât treat each other that way.â
This left Gustav silent for a long time. âIs that what we are?â
Fernie said, âArenât we?â
He thought about it. âI was hoping we could be. Iâve never really had a friend before.â
âCome on. That canât be true. What about your family? Mr. Notes? They all seemed pretty friendly.â
Gustav struggled with what seemed like a difficult explanation. âThey try,â he said finally. âI was raised by one very good shadow who isnât around anymore, and I guess you would call her my friend if you can count the person who acts as your mother as a friend. There are some like Great-Aunt Mellifluous who also do what they can to love me and take care of me, and I love them back, but being with them, being friends with them, doesnât feel like being with people. Itâs more like being with the idea of a person, if you know what I mean. Which can sometimes be even more lonely.â
âBut there are so many of them. Millions, maybe. How could you possibly be lonely when there are so many?â
Gustav hesitated again. It seemed that some things were hard to speak out loud, if only because that meant looking at them.
âMost of the others donât really talk to me. They donât mean me any harm, but they donât think I belong here and donât care all that much whether I live or die. They donât care whether anybody lives or dies. Itâs the same reason that somebody like the People Taker can just move in, coming and going whenever he wants, snatching people out in your world and bringing them here for Lord Obsidianâs pleasure. Because they donât think itâs any of their business.â
âThatâs pretty mean of them,â Fernie said.
âItâs natural, I guess. It really doesnât have much to do with them, so they donât think about it much.â
After a moment, she said, âDo you always have to run from monsters?â
âThe Beastâs not the first one, if thatâs what you mean. Heâs not even the worst.â
âIt must be scary living here.â
âSometimes. But itâs like I told you: Iâm used to it. I guess thatâs another reason why I never really tried to do anything about the People Taker before he snatched all those people on your side of the fence. It just didnât seem all that unusual to me. Monsters, people takers, beasts, dangerous rooms . . . theyâre all just things Iâve grown up with.â
There wasnât much she could say about that, either. He gave the impression that heâd realized this would be a part of his life for as long as Fernie was around and that he knew he might as well learn how to deal with it properly.
âEither way,â Gustav said, âhaving a human friend is going to change things, I think.â
Fernie gave his arm a comforting squeeze. He didnât seem to do any better with that than he had with the hug. But he didnât pull away, either.
They walked farther. The last of the awkward statues faded. The Too Much Sitting Room grew sharper and more distinct until it was suddenly the only place visible around them. It was now possible to see that many of the motionless people in the chairs were covered with dust and cobwebs, even though in many cases their eyes were open and watching Fernie and Gustav hurry by. Most looked resentful. A few, a very few, mumbled to themselves, giving the impression that whatever conversation they thought they were having had been going around in circles for far longer than anybody on Sunnyside Terrace had been alive.
Fernie, who was not only hours past her usual bedtime but, after all, wearing pajamas, found herself yawning and thinking about how nice it would be to sink into one of these big chairs, if
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