drawn. Starting with Jorjaâs fringe, the trail led from lips to jaw, shoulders to arms either folded across her developing chest or dangling free and open at her slim hips. Today the veil was drawn, the lips were thin, shoulders rolled in on themselves, and those growing buds were compressed by the weight of her arms. Enforced family gathering, Grace decided, and gathered her granddaughter into an embrace.
âThanks for coming, Jorja. Itâs lovely to see you.â Grace felt her girl soften a little and was grateful.
âGrace,â Richard said, holding his arms out wide in a look-at-you way.
âRichard,â Grace replied, drawing out his name as he had hers.
âWell, what can I say? Congratulations.â
Not Happy Birthday or You donât look a day over sixty-nine , just Congratulations as though sheâd achieved some unexpected milestone, like graduating with distinction or getting a mention in the Australia Day honours list. Grace couldnât help but laugh, âYes, Richard, looks as though Iâve made it. And everything pretty much still in working order,â she said, slapping her sides.
âCome in off the porch,â Susan, the hostess, ushered. âIt smells good inside. Jaxon, turn that off, sweetie, and wish your grandma happy birthday.â
âHappy birthday, Grandma,â Jaxon said to his electronic game.
Jorja sniffed the air like a lioness. âRoast meat,â she said, top lip curled.
âYes, lovely lamb but thereâs plenty of vegetables to go with it. Jaxon, she needs a hug too. Come on, love. Turn it off.â
âI canât. Iâll die. And Iâve just got to the next level.â
âItâs all right, Susan. Iâll get my hug later.â
âThatâs not the point. Come on, Jaxon, you know youâll get to whatever level youâre at again.â
âBut Iâve never got this far before.â
âAre the vegetables cooked with the meat?â
âNo, theyâre not. Richard, will you please get him off that thing.â
âSure.â Richard reached over his sonâs shoulder and took the gadget from his hand, mid-game.
âDa-ad! Whyâd you do that?â
âI didnât mean like that,â Susan said, exasperated. âIâd hoped youâd reason with him.â
âThatâs how we reason at work â give the boss any grief and you lose privileges.â
Susan looked to the ceiling and placated the now tearful Jaxon with an arm round his shoulder. âHeâs not on a board yet, for Godâs sake.â
âI just know the potatoes will be cooked with the meat and I love roasted potatoes.â
âJorja, weâre roasting them separately. Okay?â
Grace watched as Susan transformed her face to suit one person then the other. She remembered the tediousness of diplomacy, of being the mediator, the negotiator, the fall guy. The funny thing was Susan â or any child â would never recall just how easily sheâd been able to unhinge a moment in the familyâs life by a simple act or statement, sometimes with devastating consequences.
It takes a lot to raise kids these days. You canât imagine , Susan would say to her. Grace thought her imagination had only improved with age. That aside, Do you think I bought you fully grown off a supermarket shelf? sheâd say, and Susan would splutter some reply like, Things were easier in your day . Grace never could see the ease in a mangle over a spin cycle.
Grace often thought of her motherâs masks. There were three, each perfectly crafted from the roles she served. One was simply called Mother: thin-lipped, lecturing and stern. Then came The Boss: lofty, dominating and forceful. And finally there was the mask called Cook. This was the one Grace remembered most fondly, as it made Mother gentle.
It was this face that toiled over delicate and airy sponge squares, holding
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