didnât have to, but the head of production at Tower had offered her a part. Chili asked if it was a horror movie. A mistake. Karen gave him a look saying she hadnât screamed since leaving ZigZag and was never going to scream again, even in real life. Chili had noticed the title on the cover of the script, Bethâs Room.
âWhatâs it about?â
This was what opened her up.
âItâs about a mother-daughter relationship,â Karen said, already with more life in her tone, âbut different than the usual way itâs handled. The daughter, Beth, leaves her yuppie husband after a terrific fight and comes home to live with her mom, Peggy.â
âWhich oneâre you?â
âThe mom. I was in high school when I had Beth and now sheâs twenty-one. I did get married but the guy, the father, took off right after. So for the next twenty years I devoted my life to raising Beth, working my tail offâbut thatâs all in the back story, itâs referred to. The picture opens, Iâm finally living my own life. I own a successful art gallery, I have a boyfriend, an artist, whoâs a few years younger than I am . . . and along comes Beth, wanting to be mothered. Naturally Iâm sympathetic, at first, this is my baby . . .â
âShe act sick?â
âShe has migraines.â
âI can hear her,â Chili said. â âMom, while youâre up, would you get me my pills off the sink in the kitchen?â â
Karen was staring at him. She looked back at the road and had to crank the wheel to swerve around a parked car.
â âAnd bring me a glass of milk, please, and some cookies?â â
âWarm milk,â Karen said, âwith a half ounce of Scotch in it. Did you look at the script?â
âNever saw it before. The daughter, she have a whiney voice?â
âIt could be played that way. Itâs a young Sandy Dennis part. You know who I mean?â
âSandy Dennis, sure. The daughter blame the mom for her marriage going to hell?â
Karen gave him another look. âShe accuses me of talking her into getting married before she was ready. And that, of course, adds to my sense of guilt.â
âWhatâd you do you feel guilty about?â
âItâs not anything I did. Itâs more . . . what right do I have to be happy when my daughterâs miserable?â
âYou know the kidâs faking?â
âItâs not that simple. You have to read it, see the way Beth works on me.â
âYou got a problem.â
âWell, yeah, thatâs what the pictureâs about.â
âI mean feeling guilty. I think what you oughta do, either give little Beth a kick in the ass or tell her go see a doctor, get her head examined.â
âYou donât get it,â Karen said. âIâm her mother. I have to come to grips with my maternal feelings.â
Turning off Doheny, Karen shot through an amber light to swing into the traffic crawling along Sunset.
âPeople have guilt trips laid on them all the time and they accept it, the guilt. It doesnât have to make sense, itâs the way people are.â
âAnywhere along hereâs fine,â Chili said, thinking of times he had been asked if he was guilty and not once ever having the urge to say he was. Real-life situations, even facing prison time, were never as emotional as movies. Cops got emotional in movies. He had never met an emotional cop in his life. He liked the way Karen sideslipped the BMW through a stream of cars to pull up at the curb. He thanked her, started to get out and said, âWhat happens, the kid goes after your boyfriend and thatâs when you finally stand up to her?â
âYouâre close,â Karen said.
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What he liked best, thinking about it, was not so much guessing the ending but the look Karen gave him when he did. The eye contact. For a
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