Gena/Finn by Kat Helgeson Page B

maybe after nine years that’s really fucking pathetic. Maybe it’s that my whole damn childhood was with you or maybe it’s that I looked you up a few times and couldn’t ever find you (I’m not sure I would know how to use my fucking email if I didn’t have a PA to tell me, thank you TV business for helping stupid people survive) but I don’t think it’s because of how you left so if that makes you feel any better then...let it.
That’s never going to be who you were to me. You were just this sweet fucking little kid who got fucked up by the system and the stress and maybe a little by that too smart for your own good brain of yours but mostly by those chemicals like you said.
I guess what I wanted to say is you’re not like a Jake, dorky little fangirl.
So don’t worry.
--big brother
    from: Genevieve Goldman
to: Zack Martocchio
date: Wednesday, September 10 3:14 PM
subject: RE: :-/
big bro--
you’re not stupid. possibly wrong (if you heard my soggy i’ve-just-been-crying-my-eyes-out voice you might not be so confident about not-crazy) but not stupid. so shut up. i hear you use that in interviews all the time, aww i’m just a dumb head of hair. doesn’t work on me.
just like me being kind of evasive and sarcastic hasn’t worked on you, huh. we can’t get anything past each other.
--little sis
    from: Zack Martocchio
to: Genevieve Goldman
date: Wednesday, September 10 3:17 PM
subject: RE: :-/
Except that we do. Maybe we shouldn’t be trying to do that.
--bb
    from: Genevieve Goldman
to: Zack Martocchio
date: Wednesday, September 10 3:18 PM
subject: RE: :-/
except that we do. --ls
    from: Zack Martocchio
to: Genevieve Goldman
date: Wednesday, September 10 3:22 PM
subject: :’(
Why were you crying?
    from: Genevieve Goldman
to: Zack Martocchio
date: Wednesday, September 10 3:25 PM
subject: no no no
ugh no i’m so bored of me. tell me about you. you and toby really as close as you tell people? is the girlfriend real or a publicity stunt?
keep in mind i will, of course, be selling all your answers to tabloids.
    from: Zack Martocchio
to: Genevieve Goldman
date: Wednesday, September 10 3:30 PM
subject: :)infinity.jpg
Aww, yeah, Toby’s the best. Except when he’s being a dick to you, obviously. (Seriously, he feels so bad. He’s making you A CAKE when you come. It’s gonna be awful, trust me, I know the guy.)
Miranda’s real! Actually has been for way longer than people think. We dated on and off through HS and we’ve been solid for the past four years. She’s fucking unstoppable, I’ll try to make sure she’s on set one of the days you’re here. She hates tv so she’s kind of awful but I love her. I’m attaching her with my cat on her head.
    from: Genevieve Goldman
to: Zack Martocchio
date: Wednesday, September 10 3:32 PM
subject: ;D
sweet lord that’s adorable.
    from: Zack Martocchio
to: Genevieve Goldman
date: Wednesday, September 10 3:33 PM
subject: :$
Yeah, his name’s Buzz Lightyear. My nephew named him.
    from: Genevieve Goldman
to: Zack Martocchio
date: Wednesday, September 10 3:34 PM
subject: XD
i meant the girl!
    from: Zack Martocchio
to: Genevieve Goldman
date: Wednesday, September 10 3:35 PM
subject: :p
Ahhhh I see. I like the cat better.
    from: Genevieve Goldman
to: Zack Martocchio
date: Wednesday, September 10 3:36 PM
subject: :-,
stupid big brother.
    from: Zack Martocchio
to: Genevieve Goldman