a queer expression settle on Berylâs face. It was not the look of sudden illness but more of fear and intense perplexity.
This seemed odd to me for I had never seen her afraid in all the time I had known her, and certainly never perplexed. Perhaps it lasted fifteen seconds, then, quite abruptly, her features went blank and her hands dropped from the wheel into her lap.
âBerylâ!â I screamed, but it was too late then.
Going at its present speed and uncontrolled, the car lost the crown of the road and hurtled straight for the bank. For a numbing split second I saw a telegraph pole hurtling towards me.
The rest was an exploding, tearing hell of steel, glass and leather. Thenâ
Darkness.
* * * * * * *
My mind is in complete confusion concerning the events that followed the smash. I have a dim remembrance of chaotic dreams, of visions of nurses going to and fro, and once the outlines of an operating theater pervaded my consciousness.... Until at last I became rational enough to be able to understand where I was, and ask questions.
Sealed in a plaster cast from waist to shoulders I learned that I had sustained several broken ribs, a fractured arm, and multiple cuts and abrasions. But now it was only a matter of convalescence.
âAnd my wife?â I asked the doctor in charge of my case. He did not answer immediately.
âI want the truth,â I went on quickly. âWhy donât you answer my question?â
He looked at me steadily and I felt the grip of horror.
âDoc, you donât mean that sheâsâsheâs dead?â
âNo, not dead,â he reassured me. âShe sustained multiple injuries from the crash just as you did, but weâve fixed her up all right. As far as we can tell medically she is a normal woman again, except for one thingâthe way she looks at you.â
âTheâthe way she looks at you?â I repeated in astonishment.
âI donât think I have ever seen such a strange light in the eyes of a woman before! Itâs mysteriousâeerie, yet somehow contemptuous. Her face though remains expressionless. All the pain she has endured has not even made her wince! Yet her nervous system is not in any way injured. Iâm afraid I canât explain it to you very well. You will have to see her for yourselfâwhen youâre betterââ
With this he left me, and of course, from then onwards my one anxiety was to get well again and find out what had happened to my beloved Beryl. Even so it was another six weeks before my wish was gratified and by this time she too was ready for discharge. So, for the first time since the accident we met each other in Dr. Masonâs office.
Now I realized what Mason had meant. To all outward appearances my wife was as young and good to look at as ever, trimly smart in the costume that had been provided for her, but there was a difference, an intense paleness of face, explainable perhaps by the ordeal she had been through; and those eyes! How changed they were indeedâ how changed!
Certainly she looked at me in full recognition, but with such indefinable insolence that my intended greeting died without being uttered. Instead I felt an uncommonly strong desire to hit her. I cannot describe what else I saw in her eyes; they were depthless, mysterious, had the peculiar quality of looking at me and yet at the same time beyond me to...somewhere.
âYou are Richard Shaw, my husband, arenât you?â she asked me in level tones.
I stared at her. âWell of course I am!â I answered in amazement. âOf all the extraordinary questions!â
She shrugged her shoulders.
âSince we have been parted from each other so long I thought it as well to make sure.â
Just for a moment I wondered if this was one of her mischievous tricks, then her utterly impassive expression convinced me otherwise. She had meant every word in all seriousness.
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