justâ¦â
âWe donât want to upset your mum.â
âThis is it,â said Cupcake. âSheâs got enough to worry about.â
âLetâs go and tell her!â
Cupcakeâs mum seemed a bit doubtful when we said we were going to do a sit-in. âYouâre trying so hard, both of you, but weâre still only a quarter of the way there! And your friends have been so good, Iâm not sure you should ask them for any more money.â
âMum, itâll be all right!â said Cupcake.
âHonestly,â I said, âthey like supporting good causes.â
âBut we need over £200! Iâm seriously beginning to think â â she dropped her voice to a whisper, even though Joey was in another room â âIâm seriously beginning to think we shall have to call it a day. Itâs not even as if I could borrow the money â Iâd simply never be able to pay it back. And the longer it goes on, the more unfair it is on Joey. And on Cookie! Iâm so, so sorry, girls, after all the effort youâve put in. Itâs entirely my fault; I should havestood firm right at the start. It would have been easier for all of us.â
âMrs Costello, please ,â I said. âWeâre going to get the money, I promise!â
Cupcakeâs mum shook her head. She said, âOh, Dani, I donât know. That poor little dog is in pain, andââ
âAnd Joey loves him!â cried Cupcake. âAnd he loves Joey! You canât separate them, Mum. You canât!â She marched across the room and flung open the door of the lounge. âLook!â Joey and Cookie were cuddled up together on the sofa, watching television. Well, Joey was watching television. Cookie was curled nose to tail, blissfully quivering in his sleep.
Joey looked across at us and beamed. âCookieâs having dreams!â
I thought for a truly terrible moment that Cupcakeâs mum was going to burst into tears. I know the signs! I donât cry very much myself, but when I do my lips start kind of rippling and my eyes go all shimmery. I said, âPlease, Mrs Costello! We can do it, I know we can!â
âJust one more day,â begged Cupcake. âThatâs all we need.â
Cupcakeâs mum hesitated, then said all right, she would give us till the end of the week. âAfter thatââ
She couldnât bring herself to finish the sentence. She rushed out of the room, and I knew that this time she really was crying. Itâs very disturbing when grown-ups cry; you donât expect it of them. They are meant to be the ones in control. I find it quite scary.
Joey had seen that his mum was upset, and that made him upset as well. He wanted to know what he had done. We told him that he hadnât done anything, but he grew angry and banged his fist on the arm of the sofa, shouting, âCos of me! Cos of me!â
âJoey, it isnât!â I said.
He gave me such a look. When I sat down next to him and tried to cuddle him, he flailed with his arms, pushing me away; he struggled to his feet and tried to go after his mum, but his legs wouldnât carry him, which made him scream with frustration and punch outat Cupcake as she went to his aid. She was anxious to assure me afterwards, as we took Cookie for a walk round the block, that âJoey isnât really like that!â As if I didnât know. I told her there was no need to explain, but she obviously wanted to. She said that Joey was getting weaker all the time.
âThereâs things he used to be able to do just a few months ago that now he canât. He knows it makes Mum unhappy, and he feels itâs all his fault!â
âAt least weâve got the money for Cookie,â I said. âThatâs something!â
Cupcake said it was more than just something. âItâs the most important thing weâve ever done in our whole
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