Forbidden Flowers
virgin. I have met many boys I like, but have never had sexual relations with any as far as making out. I think the reason for this is I am very shy, and I worry that boys are going to tell my friends what we do. I am an A-student in school and popular, and I don't want to spoil that, but I have a very strong drive and want to make love.
    The latest turn down I made was while visiting some friends that live a long distance from my house (we have known them since they were small). One of their brothers' friends was my age and came over to see us. The brother's friend has a swimming pool, and they go there often. He invited us to go swimming that afternoon. So we did. When we were fixing to leave, they said they left a towel at the pool and for me to run and get it. The boy my age was there and no one else, while getting the towel. He said he liked me and to ask my friends that I was staying with to let me stay awhile to swim some more. They said yes. We swam awhile, and then we got out to get some-68

    thing to eat. His mother was on a trip, and he was staying by himself.
    As we walked through the door, he put his arms around me from behind and began kissing my neck; I turned and kissed him and we made out on the sofa about fifteen minutes, but he was not satisfied. He escorted me upstairs to his bedroom and pulled off his swimming trunks while I was laying on the bed.
    I jumped and said, “I won't,” and he said that he knew how I felt and would be very gentle with me. He said that all he wanted to do was show how much he liked me and only wanted to explore my body with his fingers and mouth and for me to do the same to him, that he didn't want to fuck unless I wanted to. I ran out of the room and called my friends to come and get me.
    I often fantasize what would have happened if I hadn't run out. Here is the best one:
    After long persuasion, I would not let him touch me. He says, “What if we go to the pool, get in up to our neck, then you take off your swimming suit, and I feel you, that way I won't be able to see you … .” I say okay.
    We get in up to our neck, and he unfastens my top and slips it off, the same with the bottoms. He kisses me once and then slips his hand between my legs. He watches the expression on my face as he does. He clutches one of my breasts. He then separates the lips of my pussy and rubs his finger back and forth over my clitoris, stimulating me out of control. Then he takes his cock and slips it in between the lips rubbing it quickly as with his finger. I can't stand it any longer and beg him to suck me; still in the water, he lifts me up onto a raft with my legs hanging over in the water and my pussy at the edge, he sucks me vigorously and then slides his tongue as far as possible in my vagina. I then change places with him, this time he is on the raft. I take his cock in my mouth and suck hard. THE END.
    When I was little, my cousin, a male, lived beside me. One day, he said he would check me himself so I wouldn't have to go to the doctor. I agreed because I hated to go to the doctor.
    He took off my clothes and did everything possible he could.
    He opened the lips of my pussy and felt, sucked, and licked 69

    them, then he made me do the same to him. He put an ice cube between my pussy, which drove me crazy. Then I told him I had to use the bathroom, so he stood me up, placed his mouth over my pussy, and I used the bathroom in his mouth. This delighted me more than ever. We did this many times up until I was eight. The first time he did it, I was four and he was seven.
    Now the way I meet my sexual urges is to vibrate myself. I lay on the bed, pants off, vibrator between my legs for two to three minutes, and I stimulate myself to orgasm. It's a wonderful feeling; I think when I get up the courage to let a man do it, I will love it.
    Beth Anne
    Hello. I was already in bed (alone) and almost asleep when I got this urge to write to you!
    I have just finished My Secret Garden , and I would

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