happening. I let my breathing slow and remained very still inside my own skin. Inside our skin.
I slipped my awareness from my own body into the Foolâs and heard him make a soft sound, a wounded man disturbed in deepest sleep. Do not worry. I am not after your secrets.
But even the mention of secrets roused him. He struggled a little, but I remained still and I do not think he could find me. When he subsided, I let my awareness tendril throughout his body. Gently. Go softly, I told myself. I let myself feel the pain of his back injury. The boil that had drained was not as dangerous as the ones that had not. It had emptied itself but the poisons from some of the others were working deeper into his body and he had no strength to fight them.
I turned them back. I pushed them out.
It did not take that much effort. I worked carefully, asking as little of his flesh as I could. In some other place, I set my fingers to the sores and called up the poison. Hot skin strained to the breaking point opened under my touch, and the poisons trickled out. I used my Skill-strength in a way that I had not known it could be used, yet it seemed so obvious to me there and in that moment. Of course it worked this way. Of course it could do this.
âFitz.â
âFitz!â
âFITZ!â
Someone seized me and jerked me back. I lost my balance and fell. Someone tried to catch me, failed, and I struck the floor hard. It knocked the wind out of me. I gasped and wheezed and then opened my eyes. It took a moment for me to make sense of what I saw. The dying firelight illuminated Chade standing over me. His face was seized with horror as he stared down at me. I struggled to speak and could not. I was so weary, so very tired. Sweat was drying on my body, and my clothing clung to me where it was soaked. I lifted my head and became aware that the Fool was slumped forward on the table. The red light of the fire showed pus oozing from a dozen injuries on his back. I rolled my head and my gaze met Chadeâs horrified stare.
âFitz, what were you doing?â he demanded, as if he had caught me in some foul and disgusting act.
I tried to draw breath to respond. He looked away from me and I became aware that someone else had entered the room. Nettle. I knew her as she brushed against my Skill-sense. âWhat happened here?â she demanded, and then as she stepped close enough to see the Foolâs bared back, she gasped in dismay. âDid Fitz do this?â she demanded of Chade.
âI donât know. Build up the fire and bring more candles!â he ordered in a trembling voice as he sank into the chair I had left empty. He set his shaking hands on his knees and leaned down toward me. âBoy! What were you doing?â
Iâd remembered how to pull air into my lungs. âTrying to stop â¦â I pulled in another breath. ââ¦Â the poisons.â It was so hard to roll over. I ached in every fiber of my body. When I set my hands to the floor to try to lever myself up, they were wet. Slippery. I lifted them and brought them up to my eyes. They were dripping with watery blood and fluid. Chade shoved a table napkin into my hands.
Nettle had thrown wood on the fire, and it was catching. Now she kindled fresh candles and replaced the ones that had burned to stubs. âIt stinks,â she said, looking at the Fool. âTheyâre all open and running.â
âHeat clean water,â Chade told her.
âShouldnât we summon the healers?â
âToo much to explain, and if he dies it were better that it did not have to be explained at all. Fitz. Get up. Talk to us.â
Nettle was like her mother, stronger than one expected a small woman to be. I had managed to sit up, and she seized me under my arms and helped me to my feet. I caught my weight on the chair and nearly overset it. âI feel terrible,â I said. âSo weak. So tired.â
âSo now perhaps you
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