this is going to take on him. As far as anyone knows, he hasnât spoken since the murder and has gone into a kind of regression.â
Morgan nods. He canât believe sheâs telling him all this.
âHereâs the thing, though. I called over to the elementary school and spoke to the guidance counselor about your idea. She wants to run it by some people, but she didnât automatically say no. What she said was, it might actually be a decent idea. Thereâs more and more research these days that says as these kids get older, the best thing for them is not necessarily more one-on-one time with adults, but simply being with other kids. Especially kids who are willing to be patient with a conversation that might take extra time.â She reaches into her bag, pulls out a granola bar. âThereâs this fascinating study, actually. Weâve always thought that the plasticity of childrenâs brains stops at a certain point. That with developmentally delayed children early intervention is everythingâyou try to cram as much in before theyâre five or six years old, because after that thereâs not too much you can do. The gains they might make are much slower, more incremental. Now thereâs new research saying that the cusp of puberty is another opportunityâthat the brain opens up again, grows more malleable, and certain strides can be made later as well.
âThe point being that Iâm going to argue for this. I think itâs something to try, at least. But weâd have to have some strict guidelines. This couldnât be about spending time with the kid who saw the murder. You couldnât go in there and ask him about it. Do you understand? Thatâs for the professionals to do. Okay, Morgan? Are you listening?â
Yes, he nods, realizing as she says it, all the possibilities. At home he has started a list of possible suspects, including the school principal, Ms. Tesler, because she keeps sounding so defensive on the news. Last night, she said on TV, âThere are one hundred and fifty elementary schools in this state without fences around them,â though the reporter hadnât asked any question about fences. When Morgan tried to look up the fact, he found nothing on the Internet about elementary schools and fences and can only assume she is making up facts, which leads him to believe she might be a suspect.
Also on his list is Mr. Herzog, the music teacher who asks people who canât keep rhythm âto please not clap.â Mr. Herzog wears brown suits and brown shoes, and once he told them, âI play in a jazz band, but it doesnât matter really, because nobody cares about jazz anymore,â which Morgan realizes now is an angry thing to say. Morgan remembers a time he saw Mr. Herzog in the hallway, pushing a rolling cart loaded with black instrument cases, with his head bent down so his glasses slipped off and got run over by the heavy, unstoppable cart. When he picked them up, they hung like a W in his hand. âExcuse me,â he said, squinting up the hall to Morgan. âBut my worthless life just got worse, Iâm afraid, and I need a bit of tape. Could you help me?â Morgan remembers all this, but never knew what to make of it before. Now he does. It means Mr. Herzog is sad and possibly mad about many things: jazz, glasses, students with no interest or talent. Maybe Amelia pushed him over the edgeâblew chewing gum into a clarinet, made fun of his glasses, something.
Morgan formulates a plan in his mind: if he canât ask Adam about the murder directly, maybe he can make a list of names and work them, one by one, into their conversation.
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