turned and pressed his lips against mine. A nice kiss.
âCan I read your writing sometime?â I asked.
âNo,â he answered sharply.
18
Shelly was fun to be with. But he seemed to switch personalities in seconds. He had been so thoughtful when we were talking on the park bench. And then at the club heâd become a different person.
Was I being too analytical?
Was he just a thoughtful guy who also liked to have fun?
Maybe I needed someone like Shelly to draw me out, to help me be less self-conscious.
The elevator stopped on the eleventh floor. I was home. I stepped out into the long, green-carpeted hall. No one around this time of night, but as I passed by I could hear loud music from apartment 11-C and angry, arguing voices from 11-D across the hall.
Our apartment, 11-J, is at the very end of the hall. The corner is dark because the bulb is out in the last ceiling fixture. Weâve complained to the super about it for weeks, but so far, no fresh bulb.
I fumbled around in my bag, trying to find my key in the darkâwhen the door swung open and Lou stepped out. Startled, we both let out short cries. Lou lurched into me. I felt as if Iâd been bumped by a truck.
âOh. S-Sorry,â he stammered. His
s
âs whistled.
I backed into the corner. âLou. Hi. Youâre still here?â
Duh.
He grinned at me, a lopsided grin. Even in the dark, I could see that his eyes were glassy. He was breathing hard, his big chest heaving up and down. His furry eyebrows folded as he struggled to focus on me.
âLindy . . .â
âLou, back up. Are you totally trashed?â
âLindy, listenââ He shut his eyes. His sour breath made me cringe.
âHel-lo. Lou, youâve got me cornered here. Back up a little, okay?â
He didnât move. Instead, he shot both arms out, blocking my escape. He smelled of sweat and beer and stale pot smoke. âI want to tell you . . .â He opened his eyes. He gazed at my breasts, then slowly raised his eyes to my face. âLindy . . .â
âLou, weâll have a nice chat some other time, okay? Can I help you downstairs? Let me get you a taxi.â
âI want to tell you . . . youâre so awesome-looking.â
âThanks, Lou. But Iâve been dancing for hours. Iâm kind of wiped. Could you let meââ
âYouâre so fucking bootiful, Lindy.â He let out a giggle, as if heâd said something funny.
I tried to squeeze around him, but he moved quickly to block my path. âLou, I donât like this game. Let me go. I mean it.â
âSo fucking bootiful.â
âYou can hardly speak. Please, give me a break here. Just take a step back. You know what? Come back inside the apartment. You shouldnât go home like this.â
My heart started to pound. He was like a bear, and I was cornered. He blinked at me and giggled again.
âLetâs go inside, okay?â
âBootiful.â Instead of backing up, he grabbed my waist with both hands and pressed his face against mine. His cheek felt burning hot, and moist.
I felt panic sweep over me.
I canât breathe. Heâs going to suffocate me.
âSo bootiful . . .â
âLou, get off me. Now! I mean it. Get
off
!â
He wrapped his arms around me, pressing me against the wall. His wet lips brushed my ear. He lowered his hands to my breasts and started pawing them roughly. âDo you have any idea how fucking awessssome you are?â
Should I stomp on his foot? Should I kick him in the balls? I donât want to injure him. I just want to get him off me.
Should I call for help?
âGet
off
! Get your hands
off
me!â
Finally he let go of my breasts. He lifted his face from mine and squinted at me. âDo you know why I stay with Ann-Marie?â Sweat ran down his forehead, his cheeks.
âI . . . donât want to hear this. Please. You crossed a line here, Lou. Youâre
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