hopped into the bow of the canoe and took up his paddle. The two boys pushed away from shore. For a second Brendan, the professional actor, looked like he knew what he was doing. He was dressed so exactly right, wearing a khaki Aussie hat with a feather peeking out of the band, Patagonia shorts, and a maroon Harvard Crew T-shirt. But they made it just past the dock before the canoeâs bow started drifting back toward shore.
By now our group was already far down the lake. If we didnât hurry, weâd lose them around the first bend. Despite Janeâs brief flurry of authority, I didnât quite trust her and Silas to wait for us, or even remember we belonged to their group.
I paddled back to Brendan and Mick. âMaybe for now you guys should just switch sides,â I said. âWhen you want to go left, both of you paddle on the left side. When you want to go right, paddle on the right side. Straight, just paddle on opposite sides.â
When Mick looked up, the fury in his eyes startled me. I couldnât tell whether it came from the frustration of trying to canoe, or from being bossed around by me, a girl. But ina few seconds his face rearranged itself, and he followed my directions as if he didnât careâabout anything.
A few minutes later, the four of us paddled side by sideâthe boys with their awkward, semifrantic shifting, and Natalia and me at an even and elegant pace.
We spent the morning in sight of the rest of our group but a good clip behind. It was hard not to feel leisurely on such a bright summer day. A family of mallards floated upstream, the father in the lead and the mother taking up the rear, four ducklings in a fluffy, proud line between them.
âSo sweet,â Natalia said. Brendan smiled but Mick just kept staring straight ahead, squinting. He was the only person on the water not wearing sunglasses.
âYou need shades, man,â Brendan said, though he couldnât have seen the squint.
Mick shrugged, then after a minute said, âTheyâre in my pack.â
âWant to stop so you can get them?â
âNo, itâs straight.â
We paddled a little farther. And then Mick saidâas if that small exchange about sunglasses had spurred his ability to speak, âShit. Whoa. Am I seeing what I think Iâm seeing?â
We were far behind the group, and sun slanted sharply in front of our eyes. But I saw what Mick meant. From where we floated, it looked like Jane had peeled off her shirt. It also looked like she wore nothing underneath.
âIs she just floating down the lake topless?â Mick said.
âNo,â said Natalia. âShe must be wearing a halter, or something like that.â
We saw Janeâs canoe come to a stop. She stood up in what looked like full, unashamed nakedness and plopped into the water.
âIâm getting closer,â Mick said. He started paddling like mad toward the gaggle of canoes up ahead. Brendan struggled to keep up, switching his paddle from one side to the other. Natalia and I laughed, watching them go.
âAh, nudity,â Natalia said, âbringing together all men, everywhere.â
âWe had Brendan to ourselves for a minute there,â I said. âWait till we tell Kendra and Ashlyn and everybody.â
âMaybe you can date him,â said Natalia. âAfter all, here we are, out on this lake. Those two other girls are certainly no competition for you. And I canât, because of Steve.â
âMaybe,â I said, without much enthusiasm, still thinking of Cody. And then I recognized a hint of condescension in her comment, like being stranded on a remote lake, with no other girls as possibilities, was the only way I could ever hook up with someone like Brendan.
âYou can go back home with a movie star boyfriend,â Natalia said.
âSure,â I said, but my voice sounded stony. Natalia and I had been friends since kindergarten, and best
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