if you did, you took a risk that didnât have to be taken. You didnât know what trigger to your past he might hit, or how you would have reacted.â
I physically flinch. âAnd there it is. My amnesia. The monster in the closet we denied last night.â
âNot a monster, and there is no denial here. Just a fact that we both have to consider for everyoneâs protection.â His cell phone buzzes with a text, and he reaches inside his jacket pocket to glance at it, before returning it and refocusing on me. âWe need to get back to the castle.â He takes my hand and leads me out of the alcove. There is no pause or opportunity to adjust to the freezing cold weather. I shove my other hand in my pocket as we head down the path, his black-laced biker boots crashing against the brick street and seeming to echo with more than his unappeased anger. There is a shift in him now, a drive that is all about power, control, and purpose, that silences anything I might say. Something is happening and he needs to focus on it, not me, which was my intent all along.
Itâs on that thought that Kayden turns us around the corner, directing us down the walkway that leads to the front of the castle, not to the back, where Iâd exited. Weâve almost reached the plaza, and our point of entry, when a twenty-something man steps directly into our path, and I jolt. Kayden reacts to my reaction and the visitor, pulling me closer, bending both our arms at the elbow and aligning our hips, possessive, protective. And just like that, I feel like us again, not the divide, not the doubts I realize now that his reaction to my action has stirred in me.
The stranger speaks to Kayden in fast, clipped Italian, never looking at me. Kayden issues an equally clipped reply, and the man departs immediately while Kayden puts us back in motion.
âWho was that?â I ask.
âOne of the neighborhood crowd,â he says. âNiccolo might own the rest of the city, but I own this neighborhood and its ears and eyes.â He halts us in front of the castle. âAnd Galloâs aware of that fact.â
Realization delivers a painful dose of the big picture Kayden had hinted existed. âHe threatened me to ensure that I didnât call you, knowing that someone else would. He wanted to cause trouble between us.â
âYes,â he confirms. âBut even more, your showing up to a meeting I wouldnât have allowed you to attend told him that you arenât fully aligned with me. It told him you didnât call me.â
âBut if I hadnât gone, it would have looked like you didnât trust me. Or like we had something to hide.â
He closes the small space between us, towering over me, touching me nowhere, when I want him to touch me everywhere, anywhere. âI do not play Galloâs games, and if you are to be by my side, you donât, either. Period. The end. That isnât up for negotiation because itâs about keeping you safe. Your safety is never a negotiation.â
âYou canâtââ
He gently shackles my arm and pulls me to him. âI can and I will when it comes to your safety. Because I fucking care way too much for either of our good. And if you want to argue that point, we will fight and fuck this out in private.â
âWhen exactly are we going to do this fight-and-fuck thing, because I think weâll both feel better afterward.â
âWe will, tonight. During and afterward.â Heat rushes through me, one part anger, one part lust, just as a sleek black Porsche pulls up beside us, the windows tinted dark. Kayden motions it inside the grounds and we follow to the other side of the gate, where he hits the button to lock us inside before withdrawing his phone.
We walk the broad expanse of the front yard while he makes a phone call, saying simply, âOpen the garage,â before returning his cell to his pocket.
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