Mum said, giving me a kiss. âYour knees are always crooked.â
âOkay,â I said, and escaped before she could find an imaginary thread hanging loose on my leotard.
Once I was in the studio I went to take my usual place next to Ellie.
But she wasnât there. She was over in the far corner, laughing with our friend, Ash.
I guessed she was still mad, then.
Luckily our other friend, Riley, came rushing in, trying to fix her curly hair into a braid.
âHey Paige,â she said, stopping next to me. âWhoops. Late again.â She gave me a big smile that said she didnât really care if she was late or not.
I decided to copy her and spend the class not caring.
But I did care.
I cared that my knees stayed crooked on the walkovers. I cared that I got so dizzy in my pirouettes I almost crashed into the mirror.
And I cared that throughout the whole class, Ellie didnât look at me once.
Chapter Two
The next day, Friday, I had ballroom practice after school.
I walked into the back studio to find Benji standing stiffly in front of the mirror, his chin up and arms out.
Benji doesnât take any other classes at Silver Shoes. Heâs in a hip hop group with Ash, but thatâs outside of the studio.
I hung back in the doorway, embarrassed â for myself or for him, I didnât know.
When he caught me looking though, his body collapsed like jelly thatâs just been punched.
âHey,â he said.
âHi,â I said, coming into the studio. âWhat were you doing?â
âWorking on my posture,â Benji said. âMum said itâs no good. Said thereâs too much hip hop slouch.â
âOh,â I said.
âWhat about you?â he asked. âDo you think when I dance ballroom Iâm too hip hoppy?â
âOh,â I squeaked. âNo. I donât think so.â
I really wasnât sure, because when I danced with Benji my head got all messed up and I couldnât really think about anything except trying not to step on his feet.
He shrugged. âI donât care. Not gonna be a ballroom dancer, anyway.â
âWell, donât tell your mum that,â I said, sitting down on the floor to stretch out myfeet. âDonât tell mine, either. In her mind, weâre together for life.â I flushed bright red. âAs dance partners, I mean!â
Benji collapsed on the floor and lounged about next to me. I moved my legs away so that my feet werenât touching him. He kept staring at himself in the mirror.
âWeâve got that ballroom comp coming up,â I said, because the silence was making my fingers and toes itch.
Benji nodded. âYeah.â
âIâm missing Ellieâs birthday because of it.â
Benji sat straighter and squared his shoulders, but he didnât look away from his reflection. âYeah?â
âSheâs pretty mad.â
âYeah?â
âI hope it doesnât turn into a big fight,â I said, pulling up my tights.
Gosh! Why was it so hard to talk to boys!
Benji was pulling ridiculous stage faces in the mirror now. âYeah?â he said, again. âDonât do the ballroom comp then. I donât mind. We do a hundred others.â
âI canât just pull out,â I said.
âWhy?â asked Benji, swishing his hair back in an over-the-top way.
âBecause I have to do the comp,â I said.
âHave to or want to?â asked Benji.
I looked down at my toes. âWant to,â I said.
But the ticklish feeling in my tummy said I wasnât so sure. If I didnât feel excited about it, why was I doing it?
âAre you sure?â said Benji, flicking his eyes at me in the mirror.
Gosh! Maybe Benji hated dancing with me because I was so terrible and he wanted to pull out!
But I didnât get to ask him because Mum and our ballroom teacher, Fleur, came in.
âWhatâs this?â Mum laughed. âOn
Ned Vizzini
Stephen Kozeniewski
Dawn Ryder
Rosie Harris
Elizabeth D. Michaels
Nancy Barone Wythe
Jani Kay
Danielle Steel
Elle Harper
Joss Stirling