do while I was sleeping?” He looked like he was about to lift his head, then changed his mind. “Not much really. I got cleaned up and had some lunch. Then Zane caught me up on the last six months that I missed at the castle.” “Why were you away from the castle for so long?” This time he did look up. “I like patrolling, it keeps me away from the busy centers. That, and I was looking for you.” Our eyes met in the mirror. “How did you know I was coming?” I reminded myself to breath. It took him a second to answer. “It was just a feeling I had. That’s the best way to explain it.” We both jumped at the knock on the door. “Everyone decent?” It was Tara. “You can come in.” She let herself in. “ I was just checking to see if the clothes I found for you fit?” She stopped short when she saw us, still staring at each other in the mirror. “You know what? I think I’ll come back later.” It was almost like she hadn’t been there. I took a deep breath. “Why is it that you don’t want to ‘lose control’?”. Jasper got up and came to stand behind me. He took the brush from me, setting it on the desk. “I am afraid that might not be what you want.” My eyes widened. “Also, I am nervous that if we did do anything of the sort, we would end up like everyone else I know who has been fated. There is too much at stake to lose sight of what we are supposed to be doing at the moment.” Spoken like a true soldier, I thought, a little annoyed. He was running his fingers through my hair, each touch sending shocks along my skin. I closed my eyes and a small groan made its way up my throat. His hands made their way down my neck. My head slumped forward as he started to massage my shoulders. Each rub was making the heat between my legs move higher into my belly. “Good god,” I muttered. I stood and walked around the chair so that we were facing each other. I pulled out his shirt tails and heard him suck in a breath as I ran my hands up his chest. “Never doubt how I feel about you,” I whispered. I pushed on him lightly with my hands, guiding him backwards to the bed. He stopped when his legs touched the frame. He had changed after his bath. This shirt had buttons. I started at the bottom and worked my way up, taking my time. He stood frozen as I stripped the shirt off his shoulders and let it fall to the ground. I took a quick look at the cut on his side and made sure it was healing well before I stood on my tip toes and kissed along his neck and collar bone. He had shaved. “What about...” I cut him off with a gentle kiss to the lips. “We aren’t your typical fated beings, now are we, or we would have done this a long time ago.” I could hear his heart drumming in his chest. My towel picked that moment to loosen and fall around my ankles. Jasper glanced down and groaned. He wrapped his arms around me and lay me on the bed. His lips were everywhere. I felt like I was on fire. He stopped for a quick look at my face, his eyes burning with desire. If he was looking for any reason to doubt this was what I wanted he didn’t find any. He groaned in surrender as I reached down and undid the ties on his pants. Jasper pulled himself up and kissed me tenderly. I grabbed handfuls of his curls as his lips moved down to pay attention to my breast. He kissed each one softly and gently sucked each nipple. My head was spinning. “You are so beautiful,” he whispered and brought his mouth back down on mine. I moaned and arched under him, wanting him to take me. I could feel him, hard against my leg. His mouth still on mine, he gently ran his hands over my belly. His fingers tickled the insides of my thighs and I shivered. I caught my breath as he slid his fingers in me and stroked me on the inside. My eyes glazed over with pleasure and he smiled. “Mmmm.” I seemed incapable of coherent speech for a moment. I grabbed fistfuls of sheets and felt the heat wave wash over me. I