for official stenographers.
âWell deserved,â said Berenkov. Truthfully he added: âIâve spent time considering your entire career. It is extremely commendable.â
She and Charlie had tried to prepare for an encounter like this. It was imperative, Charlie had insisted, that she remain unshakable in her story of never imagining he intended to return to the West until the very day sheâd denounced him. She could go as far as admitting their affair â which she had done to Kalenin â but insist it was contrived by her, without any real affection, to trick him into some indiscretion to confirm her growing suspicion of his loyalty to Moscow. Survive , Charlie had repeated again and again: Think of nothing except surviving . Cautiously, stiffly, she said: âI am gratified you should think so, Comrade General.â
âAnd your son is an exemplary student at the military academy,â said Berenkov.
The alarm flared through her. The beginning of the pressure, the remainder of what she had to lose? She said: âHe appears to be doing well.â
âBut away for most of the time now? No longer needing his motherâs guidance?â
Which direction was this? A hint at how vulnerable Eduard was? Or the first move to take the apartment away from her? âThat is so,â she conceded. She was terrified of the moment coming but she almost wished, fatalistically, that the bloated man would stop playing with her and come out openly with the accusation.
âSo there is no personal reason against your taking another job?â Definitely nervous, decided Berenkov. But controlling it well. Then again, she had been educated to control her emotions.
âIâm afraidâ¦I donât quiteâ¦another job?â stumbled Natalia, badly. âForgive me,â she recovered, more forcefully. âWhat job could I have different from what I already doâ¦for which I have been particularly schooled?â She was now totally bewildered, too confused to anticipate or guess at anything Berenkov might say.
âEveryone and everything has to adjust to the times through which we are going,â said Berenkov. âOurselves included. I fully recognize that yours has until now been a specialized subject and that you might not have considered any other field. But there is one; one for which your language expertise fits you very well indeed.â
What was all this! Certainly not, apparently, what sheâd feared. Natalia stopped the relief, before it had time properly to form. Everything was still far too uncertain, too jumbled, for her to feel relief. âWhat else could I do but debrief?â
There was suspicion, gauged Berenkov. There should have been apprehension, at being called to the Directorâs office and there should have been surprise, at what he was nebulously offering. But suspicion didnât have a place. He wanted very much to produce Charlie Muffinâs name, to observe her reaction. But he couldnât, he accepted; she always had to remain the unknowing bait, against her warning him if Charlie Muffin did respond. He said: âYou can listen. Expertly, the way youâve been taught. Understand the nuances beyond the flat words.â
âListen to whom?â
âOfficial ministry delegations, to the West. They are going to increase, in the coming months, under the new order at the Kremlin.â Berenkov was leaning forward on his desk, intent upon her. Pinpricks of colour came to her face, the way people become flushed when they are excited.
The West! Somewhere sheâd never imagined herself ever being able to reach, somewhere where Charlieâ¦Natalia stopped determinedly. Rigidly professional, she said: âThere are always interpretersâ¦other people from our organization forming part of the support staff as well. I would have no proper or useful role.â
An intelligent objection, accepted Berenkov; the woman was fully
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