werenât they? All that working outdoors, the creative nature of the job, being good with their hands⦠I started to feel quite excited about it. I remembered Benâs face â nice, cute, friendly and, above all, interested in me .
âWhat are you going to wear?â I could hear her slurping her coffee. I could visualise her Minions slippers.
âGod knows!â
âSend me a photo later, so I can critique you.â
âIf I mustâ¦â
âRight. Iâm going to have to go, Mum. I want to do some prep before work. Busy day.â
âOkay darling.â
I had a busy day, too. Work, a spot of decorating, then a date. I was already feeling quite embarrassed about the fact I had to tell Will I had a date later in the evening. I could put him off, maybe. I could perhaps tell him I couldnât make the decorating thing now⦠No, I couldnât. Heâd been so kind to offer, it would be terribly rude.
âLet me know how it goes tonight.â
âWill do.â Oh dear, it was another failure in the whole âreversing our roles back to normalâ plan. I was going to keep my daughter updated about a date; I was still Edina to her Saffy, it seemed. âOh, and donât tell anyone else about it. By that I mean Grandma.â
I really didnât want my mother knowing. Iâd never hear the end of it.
âOkay, I promise,â trilled Freya. âOh, itâs so exciting! Byeee!â
It was a little bit exciting, wasnât it? I placed my phone back on the floor and tried to get back to sleep. Tiny bubbles of nerves started to churn inside me. About Gabby being at the graduation â damn! And about my date tonight. My first man since Jeff. The possible beginning of something. Fun, romance⦠I suddenly thought about Samâs love forecast again. Was Ben my ninety-nine percent chance? The thought of falling in love still absolutely terrified me; I didnât want to be in love again â no way. Look what had happened! Look how it had ended up! No, I didnât want love, but maybe it would be good to have a (risk-free) man in my life again. Maybe Ben was my ninety-nine percent chance of that.
Chapter Nine
Scattered showers will sweep across the region this morning, buffeted by strong winds from the east, before bringing an uncertain picture for this afternoon and tonight â windy weather with the chance of rain and perhaps some blustery, isolated episodes of hailâ¦
Iâd just done one bulletin and was at my desk, writing my next. The office was crazy busy this morning. People were dashing around, carrying things here and there, a news package had gone AWOL, causing all sorts of chaos and there were seven people in reception, including an up-and-coming pop star and a man dressed as a dog, waited to be interviewed at various junctures. The door to Studio One kept being opened and the sound of Queen was currently wafting through to the office. âCrazy Little Thing Called Loveâ. Oh, indeed.
I was feeling⦠weird. Extremely excited and nervous about the date tonight. Incredibly nervous and absolutely terrified about the graduation on Friday. I was doing a lot of finger waggling, pen twiddling and foot tapping. I do that a lot when Iâm working, anyway, but I suspected I may have looked like I was auditioning for a one-man band. Peony passed my desk, looking all fresh and gorgeous and unruffled. I wished I was still thirty-something with it all ahead of me. Forty-something just seemed to mean lots of complications and baggage and sagging faces. Everything was just harder (not firmer, obviously, harder ).
âTime to grab a quick coffee?â she said.
âWhy not?â
I laid down my twiddling pen, reprieved my fingers and my foot and followed her into the kitchen. Sam was in there; we all grinned at the sight of each other.
âSo, tell me all about it,â said Peony.
âIt was a very funny
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